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Chapter Seven|| 4lifer.

This chapter is dedicated to my bsf, my everything, my literal future. Cy. Or how y'all know her, Cillie. 

Message for cy: Hey cycy, knowing how much you love this book I decided to write this chapter for you, This is basically how we're gonna be when we finally meet, every night when we move in with each other will be better then facetiming and playing roblox, Instead we'll we together, Healing from all the shit we've gone through, laughing and being there for each other. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here today. Writing a book that some people love. You are my everything. I love you so much and I hope you love this chapter as I loved writing it. You're amazing. I don't care if People say you're the worse thing that's happened to me, You are the best thing that's happened to me. It's only been a year and few months but we're meant to be best friends. I love you with all my heart goof ball. 

<3


tw: mention of suicide





Millie's pov:

We met through my ex girlfriend and Cillie's childhood bsf, Jenna, It was June 26th 2022 when I met Cillie, Jenna wanted me to join a call with Cillie, her and Kareem, Me, Jenna and cillie were playing fall guys while Kareem was being a dickhead. Cillie was sleep deprived and I had somehow convinced her she was high and drunk at the same time, we were laughing when she was all confused. We had lost the round of fall guys and I needed sleep so we got off call and I went to bed.  A few days later cillie and me were texting. It was July 7th when we offically became friends, She had counted down til my birthday and It made me feel special, Jenna of course didn't and Cillie was annoyed that Jenna wasn't counting down, So she had sent her a paragraph explaining what would happen if she didn't count down too. That's when I knew she was gonna be a real friend. Months later, after me and Jenna broke up, I lost my best friend at the time, Liam, Cillie was there for me, comforting me to the best of her abilities. She knew that me and Liam were having problems, I had told her each time we fought or weren't talking. She didn't like it at all. Overtime she knew about my family problems, etc. She was there for everything. I had gotten depressed and wanting to commit and she stopped me.  By then I trusted her with my life. Months later we started planning to move in together, As soon as we turn 18, well me, but we realized that if i was 18 she would be 17 and it might not work out as we had planned, but i told her i would adopt her so it would work out. Cillie interrupted my thoughts when she had smacked me with a pillow. "Girl were you even listening to me" She said I looked at her, "Of course I was, we were talking about airpod" I replied. Airpod was a code name for her crush. "So like idk, he's so not my type but like he tried to kiss me today but i changed the topic on him. Oml what if we do end up together?" she said. I rolled my eyes at her, she used to literally hate this man but now she talking like she wants to marry him and have his kids. I listened to her rant about this boy for a good hour before she said she was hungry, I decided to make food for her since I haven't cooked for her for a good while. I made her fav, Chicken alfredo, She was practically eating the whole pot I made before I told her to save me some. We finished eating and I washed the dishes. She had started blasting our favorite music artist and we both started dancing and singing along to the music. I dug out my cig pack and lit two for us. I love having her around because honestly, she made everything better, she was a vibe I needed. Later on we painted our nails and had a pillow fight, We put on cod and was 1v1 each other and we were tied 5 - 5. "Imma win this round js you watch" She said. I laughed "Uhuh sure, whoever loses has to go get ice cream from mcdonalds and pay" I replied. She smirked and said "bet." it was a good 10 mins before I found her and killed her in game, She threw the controller at the couch and cussed while I laughed. We got our shoes on and got in the car, I was driving of course since I had a license. We were at a stop light, singing, and the car next to us motioned us to roll down the window and we did. "Hey ladies, you look hella pretty, can I get y'all's numbers?" the guy said, We looked at each other and giggled. "sure why not" We replied and we gave him our number. Soon the light turned green and I drove to mcdonalds, We were in line waiting for our ice cream when Cillie asked "so what's the deal with cade?" I sighed "Nothing really, he just wants to make his girl jealous, we made out this morning though." She looked at me in shock while I pulled up to the window to pay with Cillie's money. After I pulled away, She asked "well have y'all yk..?" I looked at her like she was stupid "Of course not, he's my ex girl" she nodded in reply and I handed her the ice cream, I drove us back to her house and we went inside and put on Coraline. Freya had climbed into bed with us and was cuddling with Cillie. We heard someone knock on the door and we looked at each other, wondering who it could be at this hour, I got up and answered the door, I opened it to my brother's wife. "Oh hey heather, what are you doing here?" I asked. "Your dad said you were here and would probably prefer to hear this in person." She replied. I looked at her confused like as if asking her what she meant. "Your brother got into a crash, He's in the hospital right now." she said. I dropped my Ice cream and screamed. The last thing I need to lose is my brother. I calmed down and Told Cillie. We both got our shoes on and got into the car and rushed to the hospital.





Small chapter but oh well, Hope y'all enjoyed this one|

I hope you CY... loved it. Love you goof ball<3

Chapter eight coming soon..