The Year 2013

What's the point of Love anyways

So there's this guy that claims to like me. I automatically thought Bull Shit. Like no it's not possible. But since we're close friends I just pretended that he said nothing and continue to be how we usually are. This goes on and I notice that my patience level dropped down to basically -100000000%

But I just left it be. I knew and understood more or less the pain of rejection. It's a pointless waste of tears.

Valentine's Day 2013 - February 12, 2013

He decides to give me a rose and a necklace. I was completely touched and had a moment where I believed that I would actually give in. I stopped my self knowing love was all but a myth. This whole drama phase came to a halt when I stopped talking to him all together. I thought, why ruin my life, why be miserable for something so stupid. That realization is where my life took a turn. In my favor, for once....