Let Me Help ~Kim Seungmin FF~

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I just stared at him, not believing what he said.

H-he L-likes me?

"You obviously don't have to answer me right now, but I'm just saying this so that you know before I leave"

He said pulling me into a hug.

"Minnie" I said after a few minutes of silence.

"I like you too...but"

He broke the hug and looked in my eyes gesturing me to continue. He looked.. worried? Sad? Disappointed?

"We can't be a thing" I said in a tiny voice looking away from him and pulling my hands away.

After a while of silence, he grabbed my chin with his fingers and made me face him.

"Why?" He asked, now I one he was sad, and disappointed.

"Because you gonna be a trainee, I will just be a distraction to you. And I don't want that because you won't debut. I know you will have a dating ban for the first three years of being an idol, and if you don't do as they say. You can get kicked out. You know I don't want that, and the boys don't either. So please let's try after you dating ban ends. Even if it takes years, I promise to wait for you." I said letting a few rears out.

He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back as I placed my face in his neck.

"I know, I promise to wait for you too"

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm and grunted, rolling around in the bed stretching.

I got up and out of the bed to get ready for the day. The last time I will see these guys in a long time.

I didn't forget to wake Jiwoo up though. I walked out of the room and woke the boys up aswell.

I after quickly got in the shower and dressed up. I was wearing a short sleeved top with a hoodie over it, that belonged to Seungmin.

I also had in some Grey sweatpants.

It was a comfy outfit. I brushed my teeth and left my hair out. I went down stairs with my bag and phone in my hands.

Some of the boys were already done and were waiting for Jiwoo, Felix, and Changbin to come down.

We all talked about anything and everything.

Even about how we will miss each other.

It will be a long time without them. But I can go through. I will see them again.

After a while longer, the rest came down and we all headed out to the van and placed our stuff in the trunk and drove off to a Cafe.

None of us had breakfast yet, and this will be a long drive so we bought some breakfast sandwiches and some pastries. 

Obviously not forgetting out coffees.

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We arrived back in Seoul. Chan drove me and Jiwoo back to my place.

All of the boys stepped out the cars with us.

We all hugged eachother and said our 'byes' .

"I sure will miss you," seungmin said pulling me into a tight hug. I retired the hug also tightening it.

"I will miss you too, but it's not forever so don't worry." I said trying not to tear up.

I broke the hug and looked Seungmin in the eyes before he kissed my cheek. I was obviously surprised at his actions and blushed.

I was a tomato.

"See you soon" he said pulling away and walking back to the van.

"He- wai" it was too late. They already closed the door.

As they drove away me and Jiwoo waved bye at them and they waved back.

Waving at each other till we couldn't see each other.

Me and Jiwoo turned to each other.

"Well.."

"Did you talk with han?" I questioned her as we started walking back into my house.

"Yeah, we agreed on waiting. How about you with Seungmin?"

"Same, we're waiting"

"This will be a long time, but I made a promise.
And I won't break it"

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This is coming to an end.