Let Me Help ~Kim Seungmin FF~

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It's the end of the week and I'm on my way from home to work. I haven't seen Seungmin since Sunday night. The last time I checked he was sick, I wonder if it was bad. Luckily I didn't see Jiwoo either ever since Monday which is good cause I don't have time for her crap. 

How could she have the audacity to reappear after what she had done. I arrived at my job and got started quickly. The whole time all I could think about was Jiwoo. I have never forgotten what she did and never will. 

I tried to forget it, but I just can't. I'm scared everything will happen again. Sometimes I would even space out making the other worker question me every time. Today is just another one of those tiring days that make me feel like I haven't slept in ages. 

Soon enough, my shift ended allowing me to go home. I again made myself a americano before leaving. As soon as I arrived home I went upstairs to shower before coming back down stairs to finish my americano.

Since tomorrow was Saturday I decided to stay up pretty late, since I'm not tired anymore after that coffee and shower. one more week of school then we have our spring break that's for two weeks. 

Usually on breaks like this, students go on trips and travel and do as they please. I don't travel though. I don't have any family anywhere and plus I have work. but maybe I can ask those two weeks off. I don't know I just feel like staying inside and not go out at all this break. 

After a few videos it was about four in the morning and the sun was rising. I am starting to get tired so I might just go to sleep. I decided to watch one more video but before I could finish it I already fell asleep. 

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*Knock Knock*

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*knock Knock* 

Someone kept continuously knocking on my door making me wake up from my slumber. I grabbed my phone from the floor and checked the time. great it's only ten. I haven't gotten enough sleep and someone is already at my door. 

Oh my god-

*Knock Knock* 

I rolled my eyes in annoyance, grunting in the process before slipping on my slippers and walking to the door rubbing my eyes before looking through the peep hole. Seungmin, why is this guy always up so early.

I sighed loudly before opening the door to face Seungmin. "Oh my- uhm well... Long time no see?" He said unsure. I looked him dead in the eyes before greeting him back. "Hi" I said dryly. I'm obviously still tired so I don't have the energy to talk much. 

"Hi? w- were you sleeping?" He said tilting his lead to the side still not breaking the eye contact. "what does it look like Kim Seungmin" I said in annoyance. "Okay? can I come in?" He said in hope. 

I opened the door more for him to enter as he looked around the room. "did you not sleep last night?" he said turning around to look at me. "Yeah.." He walked over to the couch and sat, patting the spot next to him gesturing me to sit. 

"What happened?" I said referring to when Seungmin wasn't at school for a whole week. "What do you mean?" Is he kidding me right now? He knows exactly what I'm talking about. "You know what I'm talking about" I said looking him dead in the eye. 

"Well monday and tuesday I was not feeling well-" I cut him off. "how? when? you were fine sunday night." I looked at him confused. "I- I don't know.. I guess I just caught a cold?" he looked at me. 

"and what about wednesday, thursday, and friday?" I questioned. "Well you seem awfully worried about me, who knew you cared so mu- OWW WHAT'S THAT FOR" I hit him on the shoulder causing him to scream. 

"I wasn't worried" I said confidently, though I really was and he sure knew. "Mhm- you sure? cause that's not what it seemed like just now" I raised my hand up to hit him making him flinch. I wasn't really going to hit him I just needed him to shut up. 

"Okay okay, sorry" He said grabbing his shoulders for support. "I just... had a visitor" He spoke looking me deep in the eyes, almost like he was admiring me. "Oh- was it that girl?... is she... your girlfriend?" I said in hope that she wasn't.

I don't know why I care but I guess I didn't want him in a relationship. I mean if he is, I should be happy for him. He's a friend. And just a friend. "Why? are you... perhaps... jealous?" He said wiggling his eyebrows, moving closer and closer to me. 

"N-no of course n-not. why would I be jealous?" I said looking away from him facing my head to the kitchen. "I don't know, maybe cause you sounded jealous." His face was about an inch from mine, if any of us moved then his lip would touch my cheek. 

He moved his head a bit before using his fingers to grab my chin making me face him. We both stared at each other in the eyes, his beautiful dark brown eyes that held the whole galaxy in them. His amazing facial features, everything is perfect. His sharp nose, his pink lips. everything. everything is perfect. 

at some point I noticed Seungmin looking down at my lips before looking back to my eyes. "like what you see?" He said in a whisper tone. I pushed him off me before standing up. "Uhm I should probably go wash up, if you want stay but when your leaving please close my door. thanks bye" I said running up to my room. 

I looked back to make sure Seungmin was not in sight. Luckily he wasn't so I let out a huge sigh of relief I have been holding since that encounter. He was so close, we were so close. I don't know but I felt the urge to kiss him, but gladly I didn't. 

I entered my room, walked up to my dresser and showered, not forgetting to brush my teeth and do my skin care. 

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I walked back down stairs to see Seungmin watching TV. "Hey you finished quick, missed me?" he said winking at me. "No" I replied awkwardly before sitting down on the couch next to him. "Want lunch? We can go eat out, or order, or make our own." he said raising an eyebrow. "Uhm lets save money, we can make our own" I said smiling at him. 

"okay"

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The rest of the day me and Seungmin just had fun together making lunch and dinner together. we did play around a lot. he even almost burnt down the house because someone decided to watch TV instead of the stove while I went to the bathroom. we watched movies together played games baked a cake that actually turned out surprisingly good.

Once again Kim Seungmin I had a fun amazing day with you that I hope to spend like this again with you.

Thank you for everything you have done for me.

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thats it i updated twice today uhm anyways have a great day/night 

byeeeeeee <333