"I'm crazy.
I don't wanna be here anymore. I wanna kill myself. Spill my blood out on the floor. Watch as my parents scream while they saw my bloodied body on the ground. I wanna have my body so broken and unrecognizable. I wanna be killed. I want to feel the pain that I deserve. I want to blow my brains out. I wanna take a bottle of pills. I wanna cut myself so badly that I start bleeding out. I wanna hang myself. I wanna stab my heart with a knife. I wanna be run over. I wanna be hit by a moving car. I wanna be shredded. I wanna be alone. I wanna be hurt so badly that I die. I don't wanna be here anymore. I want to kill myself and die. I'm begging not to wake up in the mornings. I can't handle this amount of pain. I don't wanna be here anymore. I wanna be freed."
-thinking to myself in a cold room
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hanging with the stars
Nouvellesthis is not a very important book,just a diary or some sorts. this can be very triggering. I'd advise not to read it if you get triggered easily. everything here is triggering so none of it will be very happy
