The Affair [N.H]

25

We all sat in silence on the bed in the spare room since the incident that happen a few hours ago. All we did is sit on the bed in our nice clothes staring at blank walls and breathing heavily because of the dust in the room.

Hetty finally breaks the long silence "Have any of you noticed how nice the walls are in this house?"

I stand up furiously and I stomp to the front of Niall and Hetty "Niall what the he'll were they talking about?" I shout using vicious movements.

"About what?" He asks avoiding the question.

"What they were talking about outside you know with the countryside, church and drowning Daniel!" I lean forward staring at him making him feel more uncomfortable.

"Listen I was young, stupid and drunk it was a mistake." He puts his head down.

"We told you our stories now it's your turn to tell us some of yours." Hetty said excitingly nudging Niall's arm.

"Well you see..."

"Wait! This is going to be good I need to make myself comfortable." She shifts side to side on the thick duvet cover. "Carry on now boy." She says cheekily.

"Thank you." He gives her a dirty look. "I was about 16 and the boys and I decided to go on a trip to the Ireland countryside. I swear it was the best trip I have ever taken, I was in my home country and everything was there that made me feel at home. At that time it was at a boarding school in Doncaster and that's when I met Louis and all the others. So yes we were sleeping in a little town in the middle of the country, forgot what it's called. There we all found love including me.. I met a girl named Jane, she was absolutely stunning. One night we all went to the lake and got so drunk, at the age of 16 that was the life... I had Jane in my arms and a beer in one hand. Then a guy named Daniel comes to beat me up because I apparently told Jane to be in a relationship with me, I realized Jane was dating Daniel while she was dating me. He grabs me and punches me, I get my strength back and I plough him into the water... my drunken self decided that drowning Daniel was the thing to do but Liam stopped me. Some how me mom heard and took me out of boarding school and put me into a school nearby so she could keep an eye on me. That's is also the story of why I am so over protective of everyone and why I spent the rest of those years single! So you heard me story... you're welcome!"

Hetty and I stare at him in astonishment how was it that in that little body there is a whole lot of anger inside.

Hetty claps her hands "Amazing story it deserves an award for being the deepest story I have ever heard!"

"You're very funny!" He gives her a fake smile.

"Oh sorry Niall I thought that's how you met Anneley!" I try to make him a little upset.

"No I told you how I met the stalker. Maybe that is how she got them to come to the house." He lies flat on the bed.

"Maybe. So do you know where Jane is now?" I ask out of curiosity.

"Probably married with thousands and hundreds of kids like all my other class mates." He spits.

"You are going to have one in like 2 months time so be ready." I swing my arm.

"Jeez... has it been 7 months already that went very fast don't you think." Hetty asks. "With my pregnancy it felt like decades!"

"I understand how you feel." Niall lazily pats Hetty on the back.

She looks down at him "No you don't, you don't understand what it is like to be a women you have problems like..."

"Nope no no no... I don't need to hear all of that shit right now! What I need is something." He plays with his hair.

"Sex?" Hetty laughs.

"Fuck off will ya." He pushes her.

"Oi be careful Ally is like right next to me!" They end up pushing each other like little playground children. I couldn't stand no longer, there was no space on the bed since they took most of it and there is no chair is in that room. So I walked out of the room to my room to sit down... and they didn't even noticed.

I lie on the bed and start talking to myself quietly. I start questioning my life and starting thinking about things like:

What if Niall likes Hetty more than me?

Am I too old, plain, simple or not fun?

What if I am not a good mother?

What if Niall leaves me too be with Hetty and Ally?

Should I actually kick Hetty out before they get even more friendly with each other and end up sleeping with together?

If I die tomorrow will they miss me?

Even more at this stage is running through my head and I can't seem to think straight. Was it a mistake to cheat on Donnie while his fighting for his life in Germany? I did not know what to do I love Niall but I am scared that he loves Hetty more than he loves me.

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I must of dozed of to sleep over thinking my over thinking. I felt a pair of soft lips on my neck kissing and sucking my skin. I open my eyes to see Niall. I get up and he immediately kisses me lovingly. And I then break our kiss.

"Is there something wrong babe?" He whispers.

"No just not in the mood." I whisper back.

He leans back and sits crossed legged on the bed "Then tell me what's wrong!" He raises his voice.

"Niall shut up!" I raise my whisper.

"Then tell me what is worrying you!"

"You want to know!" I sit up.

"Yes please! All I want to do is help!" He tells me sternly.

"I think you are actually in love with Hetty because she is younger, more beautiful and more energetic and fun than I am. And I feel like you are probably going to sleep with her and won't want to be there for our child." I say slowly about to cry.

He lifts my head "I will never do that to you Kris you are the one I love and Hetty and I are just friends..."

"Niall you don't get it I am jealous of your relationship with Hetty and I feel left out whenever you talk to her." My voice begins to croke and makes it obvious that I am crying.

"I am sorry you feel like that I never ment to hut you in any kind of way like that and you don't need to be jealous." He hugs me tightly.

"Yea Kris you don't need to be jealous! We are just friends and I don't have any interest in him." Hetty was listening to the conversation we were having until she came.

"Okay whatever let's put this behind us shall we?" I ask them.

"Why not!" They shout and we all join in for a hug.