Koi Boy

Lucian

To spend another day with you

Would be my greatest dream.

At the park or on the prom

Even for just a moment.

I miss the little notes you'd write

And the nights we met together alone.

You were my moon, my stars,

My nightlight to guide me thought the dark.

I wanted to stay like this forever

And I think you did too.

I wish you could be here right now

With me – your man – safe in your arms.

I thought my days of loneliness were gone

But when my eyes were pried open

I knew I was wrong.

I didn't see your charming face

And my head was no longer rested on your chest.

The only thing that remains

Are the fold memories of you.

Our love felt so strong that it's hard to believe

That all you were was just a dream.