Chapter Three

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By the time fifth period came I was gone into my own world. I had no idea what was going on with anything. All I just felt numb I was all alone. I had nobody. How the hell could I have been so stupid?

“Hey.” Josh Smiled

“Huh?” I looked up confused.

“What’s wrong?”

“You don’t even want to know.”

“Oh come on you can tell me.”

“Im pregnant.”

“Oh… This is a joke right.”

“I wish.”

“Are you ok?”

“I just want to cry.”

Josh stared at me like he was trying to find the words that would make everything better. The thing was nothing would make it better nothing would change what had what was happening in my body. There was a small person inside me who didn’t ask to be made and here I was fighting tears waiting for the bell to ring so I could fade into the background. I wanted to leave. I wanted to run away. The only options I had were not to keep the baby. I didn’t have the heart to call the baby it. There was another person growing inside me and I had no idea how I was going to face the world now.

The good thing was we didn’t have to do anything in fifth period we had a free period so I set with my head in my arms fighting tears trying to figure out how to face tomorrow. I didn’t want to face tomorrow. I didn’t want to face today. I wanted to not care about anything. I waited and as soon as it was over I got up. I walked home and set in my room trying to figure out how to face the world because sooner or later I would be showing and I would be a mother wether I wanted it or not.

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