We arrived at star dust, grabbed my wheel chair, mikey helped me inside, because it was raining. "I don't feel well" I mumble clutching my legs, then looking at my hands that use to be covered with ivys. Michael frowns at me, then turns my wheel chair black to the doors.
"I'm sorry, it's just I don think I can do this" I felt my body getting colder."ugh"i moan, as mikey grabs my hand, as he wheeled me back to his truck. "Now how are we going to get you back to the hospital " he sighs,"well you could take me home since I'm going home tommorow anyways" I give him an idea, he nods.
And that's how I find my sister sitting in a chair next to my bed, my mother at my door, watching my every move, and myself hooked up to a breathing machine and many ivys.
"I don't understand why I need a breathing tube, even though I have cancer in my legs basically" I squirm in my sheets, as my Marcy plays with her hair.
"Well, you never know when the cancer can turn" my mother pipes in."hey, why did you come early yesterday I thought you were suppose to be Here today" my sister finally says."Michael" is all I say. They both roll their eyes,"so what's going on, since I've been gone" I decide to sit up, so I can find my sister's expression.
"Well..."my mom sits next to me on the bed."mom, I can tell her" Marcy looks at me, her big Brown eyes finding mine."Charlie, I'm pregnant" my sister sighs, I felt my whole body slump, she's pregnant."who's the you know" I motioned to her belly. "I don't want to tell you, you'll be mad"she looks away, "tell me I won't be mad" I grab her hand, she was freezing and shakey.
"Its-" my phone goes off."hold on" I nod to my phone as my sister takes a breath. It's calum, I smile and forget about everything."hey babe" calums raspy voice chimes in."hey gorgeous"I respond."So listen, we need to talk, it's Luke , and we're coming over like now, because we've been in the state for a while, and I'm sorry I haven't visited"he sounded so flustered and sad at the same time.
"Oh, okay I miss you too see you in a few" I laugh, hanging up the phone. "Calums coming over" I laugh hugging my mum."Well that's good" my mom looks back to Marcy."marcy tell me later okay, it's just I don't want to know yet, I need to see calum and be happy right now, and not go on a mission to find the baby daddy" I laugh, she sighs and leaves the room, as I take off my breathing tube,
I put on some new leggings, short ones, that show my bruised legs, from the cancer. I sigh, pulling on a flannel, and throwing my nasty hair up, slipping on some uggs and grabbing my crutches , my mom helping me to the living room."So calum hasn't really talked to in a while, and he finally shows up, just to talk" my sister seemed upset."it's about Luke" I say, making my situation worse.
She is right he hadn't contacted me in a while, and now he only gets in contact with me because of Luke's problems. "Your right, he's is being a little off" I mumble, but my sister was gone already.
It's been about 10 minutes now, and all I've been doing is watching pretty little liars, my sister's favourite show."missed you too" I hear a whisper then warm lips on mine, and I know who's they are, calums. I smile into the kiss, and pull him closer."I'm sorry baby, about everything, about your cancer, about the tour" calum sighs, and pulls me closer.
"No it's fine the cancer isn't your fault and the tour , is a very important thing in your career" I sigh, patting his chest, as I see all the guys walk through the door, Luke's head almost hitting the ceiling."Luke!" I scream as he ducks."Your head"I giggle.
"I'm fine" he looked moody, then I was embraced in a hug from mikey and ashton,"hey ash haven't seen you since the condom accident I believe" I have a really bad memory ok.
"Sure I guess, well I'm sure calum and Luke have some chatting with you so me and mikey are going to go rade your kitchen"ashton does his donkey laugh. When there gone, I'm facing calum and Luke.
"Come here" calum pats his lap, as I give him a smile, cuddling into his chest, as I look at Luke for any sign of what he was preparing to tell me."Well, um..." he goes silent, as I turn my head to see Marcy her tear struck face, staring back at Luke, I couldn't understand what was happening but calum sure did, as he stood up, pushing me to the side.
"Marcy how you doing" calum sighs "terrible but that's for asking" she gives I know a fake smile."what is going on Luke" I face him, he was focusing on his rip in his jeans."if he's too of a chicken to say it theming will, he's the baby daddy" Marcy blurts, lukes eyes were now wide and fierce.
"It was a mistake ok" he shouts at her,"we were both drunk okay" Luke looks at me, I didn't know what to think, hatred, sadness, happiness, disgust."ok" now my response wasn't expected so everyone gave me the weirdest look."sorry, but I'm trying to take in that you know you guys are pregnant"I curl up into the couch."I'm not pregnant she is"luke looks at me with stupidity in his eyes."you stupid" calum smacks his head.
"Well, I don't know what to feel, Luke you don't seem to happy about this, and anyways how did you guys know each other...wait ewww from that time we were at steak n shake" I pretend to gag.
"This is going to ruin my career" Luke pulls on his hair. Marcy was in tears again. And calum was stuck to Luke's side."I can take care of the baby on my own" my sister sniffles."no you can't you have school still, your flipping 16, oh shit your sixteen, Luke you could go to jail" I grab my forehead.
"Holy shit" he screams."I won't tell" Marcy sighs, sitting next to me."I know but someone could, this is why we have to say it was some random guy, and Luke you can't help at all, not even acknowledge the baby, that it's yours" I mutter.
"Are you guys together still though" I ask looking at Luke."I don't know"Luke looks at Marcy."I want to be the dad, but at the same time I don't" he sighs,"well, sleep on it" I say,"I have for about two months" I almost gag on my own air."you've been keeping this from me for two months" I yell."yes, and I'm sorry okay"marcy screams back.
"Ugh , this is just a mess"calum moans,"Marcy your staying in school" I say sternly. "I know, I'm not gonna get rid of my education just because of some one knocked me up" she laughs. Luke giving her a serious look.
"You can go to jail mister so, I can say what ever I want" she smiles, poking his side."and Luke you need to stay as far away from her for a long time maybe like a year, because I don't want you getting in trouble"calum says to Luke, as Luke's smile fades.
"But you guys are dating and ill see her" Luke points to us."Well, your gonna try and stay away" I reply."and sis your not gonna be alone you have us" I hug her,"I just can't believe your pregnant there's something inside of you" I touch her stomach.
"So are you taking anything to help and stuff are you healthy, have you gone to the doctors" I was now asking so many questions. That I annoyed Luke, ashton and mikey that t they left,"yes I'm fine" she sighs, "and no more questions plz your killing me" Marcy laughs, getting up and walking away.
"Well, it's getting late and I need to head back to the bus, because I'm leaving in two days, and yeah you need your ivy , I'm just sorry " calum sighs connecting are lips once more, and he gives me the biggest hug ever.
"Its just hard"i sigh, as I walk him out."I know, it is for me too" I connect are foreheads."the tour is almost over three more months okay, bye I love you" he gives me another kiss, and walks out in to the darkness.
Gosh I love that boy.
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who knew | c.h.
Fanfiction{WARNING THIS IS MAJOR CRINGE AND I WAS 13 AT THE TIME SOOOO ENJOY} who knew that me, Charlie duke would have cancer, who knew that I would be dying shortly, who knew I was only going to live for 2 months. who knew my sister dated a celebrity, calum...
