Wednesday, the day God would either take my life, or leave it. Calum and I have decided if I made it through the surgery we would get married, because if I died, the wedding everything soul be for nothing.
"Calum, get up" I whisper, as I look at the bright window, calum moans, and cuddles more into the pillow.so I decide to throw a pillow at him."You know, throwing pillows at people won't get you any where in life" he laughs turning towards me, I throw my hands around his neck so I can smell his morning breath.
"Holy, go brush your teeth boy, if you think you gonna kiss me" I push him away, he gives me pouty lips, as he gets up and goes to the bathroom. Giving me time to get dressed. Well with the help of my crutches. I put on some leggings, a Gray tank top, and put my hair in a messy bun, putting on some ankle socks, with my Gray convers.
"You ready" I hear cal say, as I stop to think of all of what's going to happen today."I don't want to leave, calum... or the guys... or my mom and sister, I mean I said I'd be there for her, now she'll have nobody" I felt my hear sob."don't talk like that ok, I believe in you, your going to make it"he smiles, kissing my neck softly, as he wraps his arms around me, from the back.
"Okay, enough... we need to get to the hospital you two"my mother huffs, I could tell, she's keeping her emotions hidden, just for me."where's Marcy" I ask, as my mum wheels me out of the house."she's at her doctors appointment, she just figured out she's three months" my mom seemed happy, and distressed, "mom I'm going to be fine" I grab her hand, to reassure her.
"Where just gonna have to see after that surgery"she lifts her eyebrows at me."I'm sure" calum speaks up. I nod, and grab his hand, kissing it gently, before my mom puts me in the car. Calum was gonna drive separate. Giving me silence, through the whole car ride. I didn't know what to do, or think, or feel.
In minutes we were at the hospital, my mom signing me in, and then me and calum waiting, "I love you Charlie Jones " he whispers, pulling my chin so he could kiss my plump lips.
"These lips are mine, after this surgery" he giggles, I nod and smile,"your mine after this" I laugh, as soon, as the doctor comes to get me. I look at calum, his expression was anxious."you'll be fine" he says, as he hugs me so tight, kissing my forehead and lips. Then I move to my mom.
She was crying by now, I hug her so tight "I'm never going to leave you, even if I die ill always be with you, and Marcy, and calum" I look at all of them.
She nods, kissing my cheek, before I left, I whipped her tears away,"you don't need those" and I'm gone, being wheeled to the surge the room.
--calum--
I was anxious to see my girl again, it took hours, of me sleeping, watching for any movements of doctors heading towards us, and me comforting Charlie's mom."I'm here" I hear Marcy yell, as she jogged over to us, her bump showing just a little. What is she going to do. She needs Luke, why should it matter what people think, it his baby, and he should love it, and help, but no it will cost his career.
"Shes in surgery" I say, as she sits next to her mum, squeezing each others hands."so how's the appointment"I say, trying to make conversation."good, I won't know the sex til 5 months, and the baby is super healthy"she laughs, grins.
-another two hours-
I'm still awake, with a coffee in my hand, Marcy and her mom are asleep. Thank god cause all they talked about was Charlie dieing she isn't dieing , she isn't going to leave us. She wouldn't.
Right?
It's 1 in the morning already, and everyone is awake now, anxious, scared, because the doctors would be out soon, and sure enough, here comes the white jackets, with their clip boards."the Jones family"he asks, we all nod. "Well, follow me then" he smiles, giving us a good sign.
We follow him, into this room, not only is Charlie there, she's awake!!! I shout, as I rush to her side, being careful to be gentle, as I kissed her forehead. She gave a little smile, connecting are hsnds. Then her mom, and Marcy join us.
"Oh my gosh my baby, your okay" her mom adds."she's in a medium condition, we don't know yet if the cancers gone or not."the doctor informed us, as we clung to Charlie.
"Get going on the wedding planning Mr. Hood" she playfully jokes."I know baby, but right now I want to focus on this, I just love you so much, I'm so proud of you, your so strong" I laugh, kissing her chapped lips.
"You make me strong" she looks into my eyes, as I look into hers,
And may I add, wow she's so amazin.
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who knew | c.h.
Fiksi Penggemar{WARNING THIS IS MAJOR CRINGE AND I WAS 13 AT THE TIME SOOOO ENJOY} who knew that me, Charlie duke would have cancer, who knew that I would be dying shortly, who knew I was only going to live for 2 months. who knew my sister dated a celebrity, calum...
