Starved for love

chaos but levitation ✨

After than some how hm felt herself composed and stood up away from ks picked her pillow and blanket and moved towards the couch placed near the bed

Ks: please ap Meri baat suny ladi apni jaga I know myn Galat ho ap plz couch or maat soiyee myn so jaty hon wahan ap bed or ajye please

Hm: chupp ek damm chupp (she roared)

And by seeing this avtar of hm ks for the first time got scared of her lioness wife and hm set her sleeping utensils and slept on the couch and ks by seeing this went outside for a while, while hm here was laying on the couch with sleep miles away from her eyes and was thinking

Hm: Allah g mhjy ek baat Sach myn samjh nhyi ati kis sy bhi matalb myn Pyaar krtyi hon woh mhjy sy dur Chala jata hy pehly mama baba or ab krishu bhi I know chaye Jo kouch bhi ho jaye humary darmiyaan woh mhjy kabhi chorny gyi nhyi lakin unki insecurities bht haunting hyn or darti bhi hyn mhjy or agr unsy kouch poucho bhi toh kouch nhyi batati please ek request hy apsy humary darmiyaan sab theek kr dijye myn unhy nhyi khona chati ab (she said while a drop of tear flowed down her eyes)

After some time ks entered inside the room with her smoke pen and saw hm sleeping in comfortably on the couch she came and sat near her on the floor and held her one hand and narrated

Ks: myn janty hon bht Dil dukhaya hy myny apka ap kib sy is rishtey myn agy bad chuki hyn apny toh pehly din hy mhjy passand kr Kiya tha lakin myna myn bht Badi wali Pagal hon myn apny dar ki waja sy agy bad hyi nhyi payi or shayd agy bad bhi na paoun haseena kounky mhjy Sach myn dar hy agr apko Meri waja sy kouch hogaya toh agr ap bhi mhjy chor kr Chali gyi toh or agr dad ny yeh Kisi rival ny mery waja sy apko kouch kr diya toh myn kabhi khud ki maaf nhyi kr poun gyi apko lagta nhyi hy ky myn Koshish nhyi kr rhyi agy badny ki myn kr rhyi hon lakin yeh insecurities apko kohny ky dar ny sab bardad krna shoro kr diya hy (she too narrated with a heavy heart)

She than stood a little bit up and held hm in her arms and made her lay comfortably on bed and saw dried tears on hm's face she kissed her forehead and covered her with the blanket after than she too laid beside her and turned her face to the other side

Soon at 4 in the morning ks woke up and saw her smoke on her side table she immediately picked it up and hide it in her pocket

Ks: yaar Karishma Sach myn Pagal hy TU wasy yeh bhooki sherni bani howi hyn Raat sy yeh agr dekh lyty na toh bas phir (she said running out of the room and got in her gym)

Soon after workout ks came to her room with milk and cereal so that she could feed haseena and excuse for a sorry but when she got in she saw the bed was empty she checked in the bathroom hm was also not there she got down stairs and asked malika about her

Ks: malika di haseena Kahan hyn itni subha subha

M: woh to duty ky liye Chali gyi tayar hokr

Ks: itna jaldi

M: g nashta kiye bagir hyi Chali gyi apky ky liye lagon nashta Karishma di

Ks: nhyi bas rehny dijye myn khud office ky liye Nikal rhyi hon thank you

After than ks also got ready and went to her work space as soon as she reached there the only thing that was roaming in her head was that hm left home without breakfast and she's enough stubborn that she'll not eat throughout the day the only idea ks thought was of calling Sm

Ks: hello santu di ap thany myn ho (she said)

Sm: g Karishma ap bolo ab kis baat pr jagda howa hy ap dono ka (she inquired)

Ks: apko Kay pata di

Sm: behen hyn ap dono ky or haseena ko toh dekhty hyi pata chal gaya tha or ek baat batao woh aj breakfast bhi nhyi krky aye na