Starved for love

Pain✨

Soon ks along with da reached home ks immediately got out of the car with Noah and the trio stepped inside heading upstairs towards there room when da said 

Da: Kash if you aren't feeling okay leave naoh with me I'll make him sleep with me tonight 

Ks: nahi I'm alright ap sojye ja kr (she said in a plain voice)

She then entered inside her room she made Noah sit on the bed 

Ks: baby Mama's gonna change her clothes till than you do sit here hmm don't move I'll be back in a second 

N: sure mama 

Soon ks came back dressing up into her sleep wear she came and laid naoh on the bed and too laid next to her she kissed his forehead while crying  

N: mama are you crying 

Ks: no baby it's that I'm tired na that's why let's sleep tomorrow's Sunday we'll enjoy the entire day together 

As soon as ks made Noah sleep she moved outside into her balcony sat on the floor next to the wall hugging her knees feeling the cool breeze while tears were streaming down her cheeks on the other hand hm already wasn't feeling good today due to the allergy she got and after meeting ks she became restless she too was sitting in her balcony on the sofa resting her head on the back on sofa and crying and eventually she was feeling an unknown peace both of them were in the sane situation one who was acused of being bad blood and other who lost her everything in just mere seconds and like this hm slept due to the anti allergens she took meanwhile Maya came in her room to have a look either she's okay or not she got into the balcony and noticed her sleeping uncomfortably on the sofa she had a look of her dried tears were visible on her face she caressed her hair and planted a kiss on her sister in law's forehead and covered her with a duvet 

Ms: I pray haseena that you and Karishma get out of this pain soon cause it's really difficult to see you both this way (and she left not before closing Kareena's room door which was now owned only be haseena who was only living with past memories of ks)

On the other side ks's hand were shivering and she probably had no one to calm her from the panic attack she was having she was just going through the process of extreme pain she than turned over to have a look on their son who was sleeping peacefully soon the hardest of all the nights passed and the dawn of next day raised ks was still in the balcony more like a lifeless person she stood up by helping her own self while her legs didn't had enough power to stand up she got inside she got fresh and had a look of Noah sleeping and went in the basement inside her gym 

She was punching the punching bag with her boxing gloves as hard as she could as it was the only way ks used to vent out all her frustration in the mean time naoh came inside the gym with his nanny ks signalled his nanny and she left Noah cutely sat on the treadmill while observing her mother kneely and ks too was observing her through an eye soon after quiet observation naoh asked 

N: mama who taught you this (watching ks practing her boxing skills)

Ks: who taught me what (she said coming to his level by sitting with the support of her knees rubbing his cheeks while she fully was drenched with sweat)

N: this gloves and hitting on the bag 

Ks: you u mean boxing gloves (she said smiling on her son's innocence)

N: hmm it's called boxing right (he questioned)

Ks: yes, my sister did taught all of this to me when I was 10 in age 

N: you mean aunt diya taught you all of this (he exclaimed being confused)

Ks: na my elder sister did aunt diya is my younger sister baby (she said kissing his forehead)