dahvie is my what?!?!?!

what do you mean im dieing?!

Jaylees pov

I'm not feeling good and it's not just because I was just rejected by my own father. I have an extremely huge headache. I'm going to the hospital.

**time skip to hospital**

I'm sitting in the room waiting for the doctor when Dahvie

walks in?!?!

"Whats wrong?"he asks with I think concern in his voive.

"I don't know I have a headache like really bad"I cry out over the pain.

The doctors walks in with a nurse and asks me questions and does some test.

"Well it seems that you have a rare form of cancer but it looks like it's in the early stages so I think we can beat it. You can not do any sort of physical activity of any sort because it is lung cancer."she says grimly.

I gasp and fight back tears and choke on my own sobs.

"But I'm in cheerleading I can't just bail on them they need me"I reply.

"Well that is out of the picture you can't do it anymore oh and your hair will fall out so I would look into a wig of some sort."she says.

She leaves as I sob in the corner until dahvie comes up to me while he is on the phone and gives me a tight hug. He hangs up and sits beside me.

"You will be staying with me from here on out and I will make sure you are not too active just enough so that you can survive."he says.

I gasp and thank him as I get dressed again.

"So when will he go and get my stuff?"I ask.

He looks startled at the question and says immediately.

We go and get my stuff and as I walk into his house I can hear multiple voices.

"Is it just me or are the voices in my head talking again?"I say attempting at humor.

He looks at me and shakes his head.

"What?!?! I can laugh and I'm the one who is dieing" I say rather loudly.

The voices go silent and I hear multiple feet pound on the ground. Groups and groups of guys with makeup pour into the room until I feel lightheaded.

"What is she doing here?"jayy asks.

"She is staying with us until she gets better or dies"Davies says back.

"Whats wrong with her?"some guy asks.

"She has lung cancer"I hear Dahvie say as I walk outside.

"How do you know she is not just lieing to you about it dahvs"jayy shouts.

"Because I was with her when the doctor told her today and I was with her when she was crying her heart out"dahvie shout.

I hear more footsteps and turn around to see dahvie and the group of boys.

"If I'm such a problem I can leave you brought me here I had no choice in the matter"I say quietly.

"No no you don't have to go I promise"he says quickly.

"No seriously I get it you don't believe me and never will and I can't force you but I'm not going to come into your house and make a disturbance. It's just not the way I was raised so goodbye"I say.

I get up and start walking away until I feel a hand on my shoulder. Then I push them away and start running and hear dahvie shout that I'm not supposed to run in which I reply that if everyone did what they were told we would live a life of fear. I hear feet pounding behind me but I know they won't catch up and eventually the feet stop.

I stop at the corner and look back and wave. Dahvie just shouts that he will find me again.I shout back that I'm looking forward to the chase but remember you can't catch the dead dahvie I give a small smile and turn and walk away. I walk into the woods and find a big tree and climb it. I sit their until I fall into a deep sleep.

*next morning*

I walk into the tattoo parlor and walk to the counter.

"How may I help you?"a young lady asks.

"I would like to get a bunch of piercings and a tattoo"I say.

"What would you like?" She asks in an annoyed tone.

"I want snake bites,bridge,septum,cheek,and my hips pierced and for the tattoo I want a feather and underneath it to say 'you have to fall before you can fly'" I say.

She perks up then asks if I have enough and I say honey my mom just died I have everything she left me then we laugh.she starts on the piercings and surprisingly it does not hurt that much. When the man in the back starts sketching out my tattoo I tell him where I want it. I want it on my shoulder. I suddenly ask for another and he says sure.

I say I want to have the words 'ohana means family and family means sticking together forever' on my collar bone.

He does it and I pay. I walk out and see dahvie sitting outside but slowly walk into the nearest Wal-Mart. I go grab a bunch of platinum blond boxes and red ones.

I pay for them and go to the bathroom and put them in once the dye sets I have white hair with red roots. I walk out and just to test them I pass dahvie now with a group of the boys from the house.

Suddenly one of them points to me and dahvie looks up. He shakes his head and puts it back down and starts to cry. I feel bad so I walk up to him.

"Hey are you okay?"I ask.

"No I don't know where my daughter is"he stutters out.

"Do you need help looking for her?what does she look like?"I ask.

"Well she looks a lot like you except she has dirty blond hair and no peircings or tattoos"he says.

"Well I hope you find her"I Say.

"Hey those piercings look fresh and that tattoo is new and you smell like hair dye"I hear from behind me.

"That because they are.......and I just dyed my hair from blue to white like ten minutes ago"I say back nervously.

"Oh that's cool what do they say"dahvie says.

"Well this one is a feather and underneath it says you have to fall before you can fly and the other says ohana means family and family means together forever"i say back.

He laughs and jokes about lelo and stitch. I punch his arm and stand up.

"Well I have to go" I laugh.

All of the boys get quiet and I slowly move away. I hear footsteps behind me and dahvie turns me around and hugs me. He whispers in my ear that he knows who I really am.

"Then who am i"i laugh.

"You are obviously jaylee duh" the group of guys say together.

"Whos jaylee?"I ask.

Dahvies face falls and he slowly backs away. The boys look sad too and I almost feel bad yeah almost.