Freedom [AlanGaipa] English Ver.

[3] Let it go

  Beginnings are supposed to be accompanied by new challenges, some with less intensity and others with more.

Gaipa thought that her new beginning was going to be difficult, but after that moment, things became easier and even some adorable.However, someone kept seeing their ex-partner as a friend and it didn't help the situation.

—Apparently you'd be quite the active boyfriend.— Alan turned around to look at the opposite who was smiling at him from his place. —Oh? Is that a sign?— Gaipa approached adjusting the other's shirt and then nodded. —Well, you can take it as you wish.— Before he left, Alan took his arm making the closeness become almost nil.

—You know... they say that you don't have to tempt the devil, if you don't want to meet the devil himself.— Gaipa directed his gaze to the lips of the opposite, while Alan approached to cut that tension, the shorter one separated with a little smirk. —Then, there would be no reason to tempt him.—

It was then that Alan took him by the waist, squeezing it without hurting him, so that Gaipa would then be against the wall and only a few centimeters separated his lips from that boy with glasses. —Do you think it's easy to pretend that I don't like you even a little?— Gaipa raised an eyebrow caressing Alan's arms, he already knew where the matter was going.

—Alan, I'm not Wen, I'm not looking to hurt you... someone like me will only want to see you well and happy.— After those words, the taller man smiled from ear to ear and dropped his head on that boy's shoulder. who immediately hugged him. —Are you telling me...?—. —Mhm, I like you too.—

That atmosphere became sweet and serene, they both sat in the living room to talk a little about everything that had happened in recent months, Alan wanted to know more about Gaipa and he also wanted to get to know him a little better. Despite the twists and turns that both have had, they knew how to understand each other and know that you start with something.

The afternoon was full of talk and the occasional laugh in between, revealing what would be the beginning of a possible couple.

—So... can I start flirting with you?— Gaipa smiled a little shyly, feeling how her cheeks blushed and little by little Alan came closer to say goodbye, however a hand was positioned on her lips denying. —If you're flirting with me, you should wait, don't you think?— The other boy walked away laughing and nodded taking his briefcase again. —You're right, however...kissing is also part of flirting.—

—Mhm, maybe you're right.— Having said that, Gaipa approached leaving a kiss on Alan's cheek, saying goodbye and entering his house without further ado.

—It's cute... it's really cute...— While Alan was leaving the place, Li Ming with Heart returned from the cinema. —P'Alan, is he still here?—. —How long did the movie last?— Ming smiled denying and crossed his arms looking at the older man. —I took Heart for a walk on the beach, he said he's never been to the sea, so I wanted to let him know how he feels.— Alan smiled as he watched Heart play with his souvenir. —Oh, how do you say 'nice to meet you' in sign language?—. —Oh...it's easy actually, you make a circle with your fingers on the chest and then bring them together.—

Alan nodded and got Heart's attention so he could tell her that. —It was nice meeting you.— He said this accompanied by such actions, something that made Heart very happy and smiled immediately. —Ah, Ming, I had something for you today, but I forgot to give it to you.—

—What is P'?— The older man took out two tickets for the zoo from his briefcase. —They gave them to me at the bank and the truth is when I saw them I thought they might be interested, so I'd better leave them to you two.—. —Thank you... Heart, say thank you.— The opponent positioned his hand and moved it from left to right in thanks. —I hope you have a good time.—. —And I hope that you and P'Gaipa also have a great time together.— Saying that, Li Ming and Heart left, leaving Alan at the door who quickly got into his car to go home.

Gaipa at home could only think about that moment he had with the other boy, at first he believed that everything would be easy and it would end that night, however the atmosphere was not the same, he would not say that there were feelings involved, but there was no other person besides Jim who could have made him blush like that. However, her life was in a bit of a mess, with the death of her mother, there were things she had to do and maybe she couldn't be with Alan all the time.

—Mom... the person you were talking about all this time, the one you said was going to arrive soon to make me happy, is it him?— Even though his mother didn't answer and he stayed in his place sighing, he preferred to think in which his mother would tell him to try, that there is always a chance, but it would be up to him if he wanted to give it to her or not. —I guess we can't go against our feelings.—

By inertia, Gaipa let out a small smile before starting to observe his house, which was now cleaner thanks to that boy who was there to help him. The house was completely silent and comfortable, until the door was heard and the person behind it was Heart. —Heart? Oh, right.— Gaipa immediately let the boy go by searching his cell phone to say "What happened?" or at least be able to say —Are you okay?— But the minor, on the contrary, took a notebook and wrote what he wanted to say in it.

When Gaipa approached and read it, he sighed, agreeing and settled next to him. —Can you read lips?— Heart nodded, holding her notebook in hand to answer him. —Okay, so, Li Ming left you at home, but your parents weren't there... that's why you felt lonely and you preferred to come see me, is that correct?— The minor nodded, looking at the notebook writing "I really like you, I want to be with someone I can talk to, I don't want to bother Ming all the time." —Oh, I see, I'm not very good at sign language, but you can teach me.—

Heart's phone rang, revealing Ming's number and name with the picture they had taken on their first profile picture date. —I think you should answer, you may be worried about something.— That minor nodded, opening the chat he had with Ming, noting that he was worried because he went home to return something and he wasn't there. In any case, Heart explained where he was and what he was doing, that way his partner understood him and said goodbye by message asking him to take care of himself and tell him if he needs anything.

—How did you and Ming meet?— Heart explained with his hands the night he broke her father's liquor. —Oh, I see, it was an accident, right?— The opposite nodded and looked at the chocolate milk that Gaipa had left on the table. Before taking it, he wanted to ask him about his relationship with Alan, he noticed chemistry and wanted to know more about it. —Well, Alan and I met at my mother's funeral for paperwork issues. However, he was very good to me... too much.— Heart smiled, drinking his chocolate milk and looked towards the living room making a knowing face and then saying with his hands —That's why your tie stayed here, right?— Gaipa opened her eyes and looked towards the living room table, getting up quickly and leaving her in her room as quickly as she could. —You did not see anything.—

At Alan's house the atmosphere was lonely until the door made a sound letting people know that someone had arrived. Until he arrived and opened the door, he found someone quite familiar to him.—Ai Wen.—. —Do you have a beer?—