stuck in the middle | muke triangle

6:

Tessa's P.O.V.

I woke up again because of the sunlight hitting my eyes. I drag myself out of bed and go to the bathroom.

I brush my teeth, wash my face and tinkle.

I took my phone and turned it on.

(19) missed calls from 'Lucas🍜💖'
(7) text messages from 'Lucas🍜💖'

I go to my messages and look through them;

Luke: hey, are you mad at me?
Luke: hellooooo?
Luke: answer me please
Luke: i love youUuuu
Luke: whatever i did im sorry
Luke: pls forgive me Tessy poo
Luke: okay then :-(

Me: you don't even know? Wow! You keep disappointing me Lucas.

I decide to text that and go and eat my breakfast. I grabbed some cocoa pebbles and poured some milk over them after placing them in a bowl.

I eat them while scrolling through instagram and opening some snaps.

I finish my cereal and go and watch some tv. After a while of me finishing season 4 of Supernatural, I get a text;

one message from 'Michael🐱'

Michael: Hey Tessa! There's a party tomorrow at my place, wanna come?

I sigh and respond.

Me: sorry, but I'm done with parties for a while. Thanks for inviting me.

Michael: Luke wanted me to so :)

Of course, Luke. Nobody likes me for me, it's just Luke. Ugh. Right after that I got another text from Luke.

Luke: tell me please, can i come over so we can discuss this? Please Tess, please.

Why do I feel so guilty? Plus, I can't tell him I love him.

Me: look, im sorry, but i cant. You can't come over, im sorry. This is all too much. I'll text or call when I'm better. Just, please stop texting me.

Tears start rolling down my cheek. I start crying quietly.

I'm a failure, I'm a reject. Nobody likes me, they just like Luke and that I'm friends with him.

I can't go through this, I hate this. Why is this happening to me? Why?

I stay like this for a while until I get another text.