Dear diary,
It feels like a burst in you. A light. Something that warms you up from the inside out. This burst i think is love. It what I feel for carl. I mean Sofia is fine with him and I'm happy about that and he makes me happy. I finally got to see my father again after 3 years. He was very protective of me and carl the first night because he didn't want carl to 'make a move' on me!!! I mean come on! But for the next couple of Days w have been clearing out the houses. Everyone rather roomed or gotten there own house. Carol is ok with Sofia calling me mom now. She said she moved on 4 years ago so, everyone has a part in this place. well to me at least.
Rick- crazy yet funny father in law that is bossy.
Carl- amazing boyfriend that I want for a husband
Sofia- a beautiful daughter
Carol- awesome mom type.
Daryl/dad- awesome dad
Hershel- wonderful grandpa
Beth and Maggie- annoying but lovable sisters
Glenn- brother of awesomeness
Judeth- cute baby sister
Michonne- a mother figure to me
Sasha- a sister
Bob- a brother
They all are amazing. They told me their back story. How they lost a prison and people also with children. But I told them they could stay as long as they wanted.. They are kinda grateful I sometimes don't act like daddy. Ya know how Carl asked about Jeremy well I told him about jer and he was saying how sorry he was about it. But the nightmares are getting worse. I think something is going to happen someone is coming. But who? It's kinda funny I'm talkin to ya again. But I always know that you are gonna be there for me. Carl is the sweetest. Sofia called him dad the other day. I about cried. Carl sometimes stays with me and Sofia and dad. Other nights he goes with his dad. I'm not lien to ya diary I'm getting scard I mean we heard a gunshot the other da. What could it have been?? Glen won't leave me and Carl alone. He keeps wiggling his eyebrows and makes sex noises and offers us condemns I mean we are 14!!!! WTF!!!!!!! Me and Carl are goin on a run in a couple of hours so I'm a Restin. But all of this has been happening in a span of the few weeks. I love you diary you are always here for me.....
SINCERLY,
ARIZONA RENEE DIXION
What's up. this is just all going on in arizonas diary. And this is just a chapter. Thanks yall are amazing. Stay strong my walkers!!!!!!
