CHAPTER 5

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Since Mew decided that he would give everything of himself to be more of an alpha than anything else, he began to train harder, his muscles stood out even more, the veins in his hands stood out, anyone who saw him said that he was an alpha of alphas; His relationship with his father had improved thanks to this, and his jealousy was now much more controlled thanks to the new medicines, he almost only remembered his omega when he went to his grandfather's house and he couldn't ignore his uncle's comments.

When he met the cute omega he would act with in his first BL series, he was attracted, Mew thought that day after day he tamed his omega so much that if he tried hard enough he could be the alpha that everyone expected.

After months of knowing the omega named Art, he felt that he had fallen in love with him, Art was everything an alpha would want; Art was sweet, his aroma was delicate, he was smaller than him, his voice was always calm, he smiled at him all the time, Art had definitely fallen in love with him too, at least that was what Mew thought.

The day he decided to kiss the omega off camera, it wasn't how he thought it would be.

"What did you do Mew", Art said exalted, after Mew stole a kiss.

"Art, I'm sorry I should have asked your permission, but we've both wanted to do it for a long time".

"I have never wanted to kiss you!".

"You're flirting with me all the time, how come you don't want to kiss me".

"It's just fanservice Mew, it's just acting!!!".

"So, going on a trip alone, sharing a bed, all that was just for the damn fanservice" Mew asked with a loud voice.

"Mew, damn it, this was just for the fans, I thought you had it as clear as me".

"I thought we were in love".

"Come on, we've been together for a long time, I know there's something you don't tell me... about kissing me, I know you didn't feel anything either, why are you doing this?", after saying that, Art burst into tears; Mew decided to leave when he saw him like this, he felt that he had done much more than steal a kiss.

When he got home, Mew wanted to go straight to his bed and sleep, let his mind forget everything; Art said something that was true, in his kiss he felt nothing, it was like kissing a wall, even when they acted while in character their kisses had been better. He turned off everything and got ready to sleep, the next day the doorbell woke him up.

"Boss, I thought today was my day off", Mew asked, still half asleep, after opening the door.

"Have you checked Twitter..... Mew what happened yesterday".

"What are you talking about", Mew asked who didn't understand what was happening.

At the end of the video where Art looked so devastated, Mew felt betrayed, Art acted as if he had almost been abused, the hate messages kept increasing, he turned off his cell phone and locked himself in his room to cry; The following weeks felt like an automatic pilot, the criticism kept coming, he no longer wanted to continue with the series, his parents and friends did not ask him for explanations but the rest of the world continued to judge him harshly. After months of losing jobs, when he began to believe that the best thing was to pursue his career and put his dreams aside, that light called TharnType appeared, he did not go for the main role, he just wanted his last role, then he would leave the performance, but the chemistry that there was with that alpha in the auditions was amazing, Gulf didn't judge him even with his eyes like some other applicants did, of course after knowing him for a while he thought that Gulf maybe didn't even know what was going on around him that day.

After finishing TT season 1 and 2 he realized an undeniable fact, both for fans and his friends, he was in love with Gulf. When he realized he was scared, he did not want to damage the relationship with the younger, his career would not resist another blow, also he met Gulf's ex, a small, curvaceous omega with a scent of roses, Gulf would never choose him, he thought.

There was a time when he thought Gulf was omega, due to his weak aroma, he could only smell it clearly when Gulf was sitting on his legs and he was attached to his neck, he was surprised by the younger's submission that was so rare in alphas, if not It was for the time in which he yelled at Gulf so loud that he got the younger enraged enough to use his command voice, the staff would have continued to believe that Gulf was an omega. That day he walked away from Gulf, everyone thought he was angry but in reality Gulf's alpha voice affected him so much that he needed to go to the bathroom to cry; and as he did so he saw how other omegas were crouched down, some trembling with fear, but all of them static then because he had been able to walk to the bathroom, surely it's because Gulf isn't such an imposing alpha he thought.

Mew and Gulf promised not to fight like this again, they only had small arguments caused by Mew's sudden absences. In the last few months, Mew couldn't control his heat, the suppressors weren't working and the family doctor didn't know what new medicine to recommend.

With each passing second the pain that Mew felt increased, he wished that Jom would come back soon so he could take suppressants and maybe sleeping pills, he was so lost in the pain that he felt that he didn't notice when the door of his room was opened by an alpha. He shouldn't be there.

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