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This light hurt my eyes,
Air feels like ice.
I breath in,
my lungs swell, they become so large to fit in.
I couldn't take it.
I hold the blade between my thumb and index finger it's so thin to even feel.
Slide it on my wrist.
And saw it coming out
So thick and so red.
Is satisfying to finally let it go out after holding it in from so long.
My anger, shame, guilt, regret, love, responsibility, expectation everything oozing out.
It felt perfectly peaceful.
To finally make a way out to my soul, who was trapped inside this ugly body.
I can't feel my lungs anymore,
Only darkness and my limits becoming lighter.
I imagined my death a lot of times and who could be luckiest then someone who's setting himself free.
