REMEMBER ME ᝰ s. gojo ✓

feelings

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CHAPTER 4 - FEELINGS
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IT WAS no secret that I had feelings for y/n. I mean I knew I felt something for her the moment she walked through our classroom door. Geto and Shoko would tease me constantly though. They found it hilarious that I was having legitimate feelings for a woman.

Though we knew I liked her more than words alone could describe, I never really planned to act on those feelings. One, I was busy becoming a strong sorcerer. But also,

I genuinely felt undeserving of her.

I'm not sure why. I mean, I'm Gojo Satoru. I normally get what I want without a challenge. But y/n... She was so beautiful. So pure. So kind. She was a breath of fresh air. She was grateful for the littlest things and took nothing for granted.

For once, I was scared of something.

I was scared that I would hurt her somehow.

Or I was scared that I would get hurt because of her.

But one day...

my fear flew out the window.

2007

Walking down the hallway, Gojo noticed Geto, Shoko, and first year Haibara were glued to the window. It seemed as though they were watching an event outside. "What are we doing??" Gojo sang, skipping to his friends with his hands in his pocket.

"I dunno if you wanna see this, Satoru..." Geto mumbled.

"Hm?" He hummed, peeking over Shoko and Haibara's shoulders to looked outside. Gojo felt his heart drop.

Y/n was outside by the garden talking with a boy that appeared to be her age. He was in a high school uniform, and was holding a gift box

"...What the fu--" Gojo cursed.

"Apparently he's here to visit y/n! He had to beg Yaga to let him speak to her." Haibara explained.

"He wanted to confess his love to heeeerrr." Shoko poked Gojo teasingly in the shoulder. "And she seems pretty interested."

The four students watched y/n take the box from him with a smile. She held the white box close to her heart.

Gojo felt an angry heat rise in his chest. For the first time, he was feeling jealousy.

Pure.
Actual.
Jealousy.

He peeled his eyes away and walked off.

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Y/n sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the box her former classmate had gifted her a few hours prior. The evening sun colored her room a burnt orange and the wind blew past her open window and caused her white curtains to flap calmly.

Never in a million years would I have expected my old classmate to spend time to find me just to--

Her door suddenly swung open, making her scream.

Gojo appeared in the door frame. His left leg was high in the air, indicating he had kicked the door open.

"Satoru?--"

"Listen, y/n!!" He yelled, storming into the room. Y/n jumped up from her bed, frantic.

"Satoru--"

"I don't understand! What does he have that I don't!?"

"...What?"

"He is no where near as good looking as me. He didn't even look 5'7!" He boasted, slapping his hand into his chest. "I mean come on, I'm right here!"

"Uhm...What are you--"

"What does he do that I don't, huh? Because I know for a fact that if he's some childhood lover of yours that I am 100 percent an upgrade!!!"

She blinked. "...You mean Tanaka?"

"I DON'T CARE FOR HIS NAME!"

"..." She pointed to the white box on her nightstand. "...He came to return my old school supplies..."

"I can provide you with anything! Hugs, kisses, EVERYTHING!! What is wrong w--"

As he continued to rant, y/n slowly grabbed the box and opened it. She took out the pens that were inside. "He-He just came to return my belongings...See? This blue pen was a gift from my favorite counselor--"

"HE GAVE YOU NEW PENS TO CONFESS HIS LOVE!!??" Gojo leaned down and grabbed y/n's wrists. He had pink cheeks and teary eyes that were full of betrayal. "I CAN GIVE YOU PENS! I'LL BUY YOU ALL THE PENS IN THE WORLD!! I C--"

Y/n blinked a number of times, her eyebrow raised. "...Are you even listening? He didn't confess his love."

"I COULD BUY YOU THE WHOLE UNIVERSE IF IT WERE ON THE MARKET--...What?" Gojo stopped mid sentence, his face going blank.

He slowly let go of her wrist and let them fall to her side like jello. Looking down at her, and her looking up at him with her blue doe left eye, he suddenly felt extreme embarrassment. "OH! HE WAS RETURNING YOUR SUPPLIES! I knew that!" He put his finger under his chin and nodded. "Yes, yes!"

"Did you?!" Y/n sighed. She then paused. "Wait...Satoru...Do you...

like me?"

Gojo twitched.

I remember that day vividly. I remember that after she asked that, she realized how my silence meant yes. I remember how her lips slowly curved upward, and her eye color turned from blue to green out of sheer happiness. I remember how her smile made my heart thump out of my chest, so hard that I started to deny it and that my jealousy meant nothing. I remember, as I continued to deny my teenage feelings for her in hopes to reverse my confession, how she grabbed my left wrist and and pulled me down to her height level and kissed my cheek.

I remember how I felt everything melt away. I remember the way her lips felt on my cheek, how soft they were. I remember how she pulled away and gazed into my eyes for a moment, before whispering "Me too, Satoru Gojo...I like you too.."

I remember that that was all she had to say to allow myself to fully give into her. I threw my fear out her open window and completely let myself get taken over by my feelings. By my lust. By my desires.

I remember how I pummeled my lips into hers. How she was so taken aback my action that she almost lost balance, so she held my left wrist tighter to stop herself from falling. I remember how I pulled her pelvis into mine so I could feel her warmth closer to my chest. She was so, so warm. Her body felt minuscule compared to mine. Like I could pick her up and hold her in my arms forever. I remember how she held the back of my head to make sure I wasn't going anywhere. How she played with my hair.

I remember how we fell onto her bed, and we pulled away for a moment just to look at each other. How the sun lit up her face and made her look like an angel fallen from heaven. I remember how we ended up laughing out of the pure gaiety of being in each other arms. The relief of knowing she liked me back.

I remember that day...

so vividly.

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