"Do you do this with every girl you think is pretty or am I special?"
"You're very special. You're my sapphire. You're my introspection and meditation" He says as he kisses my hand "I love you, Diamond." I chuckle
"I love you too." Pecks my lips...
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𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 has been staying with me the last two days, because I've made her. If you asked her she'd say that I've taken her hostage. She's sick and didn't want to stay with me because she doesn't want to get me sick. She's been throwing up early in the morning and throughout the entire day. I picked up her daughter Moon an hour ago and she's just been keeping to herself.
I think Diamond has a bug. Or she's pregnant. I didn't use a condom, I was so ready to just have sex that I didn't think about it. I'm an idiot. I'm going to hope she's not pregnant, we're both really busy with other things. She doesn't need a baby right now and neither do I. I don't want to be like my father and never be around my kids.
She's asleep on the couch right now. I've tried to pick her up but she moves around so I can't. "Diamanté, please eat something. You have to be starving by now." She ate yesterday before I had an emergency at work, but I don't think she ate for the rest of the day. She still hasn't eaten yet today. She groans before getting up and walking to me. I hand her a bowl. (Imagine a food or soup that you like. I imagined Gumbo but you don't have to.)
She eats it slowly, blowing on every spoonful and being careful not to burn her mouth. "Thank you, you really didn't have to do all this." I don't have to but I want to. "I want to care for you, so let me." She sleepily smiles. "I'm going to the store to get something's for you. Do you need anything specific?" She shakes her head. I nod. ____________________________________
I unlock the door to find that Diamond is no longer on the couch. I go upstairs and into my room where I find her watching tv. I hand her the bag and she grabs the pregnancy test out before the medicine. "Do you think..?" She trails off looking at the back for instructions. "Diamond I didn't use a condom and you've been throwing up which is one of the most common signs of pregnancy. You can't tell me it didn't cross your mind at least once." She nods and walks to the bathroom shutting the door behind her. _____________________________________
It's been twenty minutes and she comes out of the bathroom. "Can I see the results, Sapphire?" She nods and hands me three pregnancy tests. At first I was gonna get one but a woman in the aisle said to get three or two tests.
I look at the results and see one line. "You're not pregnant. Okay, good."
"Are you mad at me, for not stopping and asking you to use one? I know I should've but I just-" She looks upset, not necessarily upset at me but conflicted between thoughts. "No, I'm not mad at you about this."
____________________________________ 4 days later Diamond feels a lot better now. She's been a lot more affectionate lately. Coming to sit on my lap while I'm working or even little things like laying her head on my chest. I'm not complaining about it.
