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* Faint - Matt

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Desc: y/n has a fainting disorder but never told the triplets, and this is the first time she passed out in front of them.

TW: Fainting and anxiety attack

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Y/n's pov

I groaned. My head was pounding. Every sound or light made my head feel ready to explode. I slowly dragged myself to the kitchen to grab some ibuprofen. 

"Hey y/n, you alright?" Matt asked, walking towards me. I moved my hand and the lights blasted my eyes and I felt pain sear through my head. "Ow, just a headache I think." I grimaced. I took the medicine and started to make my way back to my room. "Y/n, let me know if you need anything." Matt said as I shut my door. 

I sat on my bed, feeling shit. My head pounded and I started feeling lightheaded. Had I eaten anything today? Did I drink enough water? I wondered as I looked around for my water bottle. I groaned realising I left it in the kitchen. Ugh, I did not want to stare at the lights again, it was awful. I left again and grabbed my water bottle, trying to be quick so I could leave the bright room. As I was speed walking to my room, I got a rush of dizziness. Fuck, I thought. I knew this meant I was about to faint. I was trying to make it to my room so Matt didn't see me faint, but I was just too dizzy. I fell, leaning against the wall trying to keep myself up. "Y/n, are you ok? What's wrong?" Matt's voice sounded muffled, I could barely make out what he was saying. My vision was completely blurry, I couldn't see anything. I felt light and then everything went black.

Matt's pov: (I'm using she/her pronouns for y/n, feel free to change it to ur pronouns!)

Y/n was acting off. She said she had a headache, which I understand, but it looked like a migraine or something more serious. I tried talking to her but she seemed out of it. She came out of her room so I took the chance to talk to her, but before I could she fell against the wall, trying her hardest to hold herself up. "Y/n, are you ok? What's wrong?" I ask, rushing over to help her. No response. She stands there staggering, until her legs give way and she falls. I catch her, worry flooding my mind. She was unconscious, lying in my lap. What do I do? What am I supposed to do when someone faints? Was something wrong with her? Was she breathing? Was she- My panic was interrupted when I heard Chris walk in. "Chris! Help me! I don't know what's wrong with y/n!" I try to keep calm, but I can feel my breathing start to quicken. "What happened?!" Chris asks as he kneels down next to y/n. "She said she had a h-headache and then she passed o-out," I say, anxiety crushing me like a tsunami now. It felt like a building had fallen on my chest, so much pressure pushing on it that I couldn't breathe. This isn't the time for your stupid anxiety, I thought. Y/n needs help, pull yourself together. I sigh in relief as I see y/n's eyes flutter open. 

Y/n's pov:

I open my eyes, overwhelmed and confused. I see Matt and Chris kneeling over me and realised I passed out. How embarrassing, I thought. I must look so weak and needy. "Y/n what happened, are you ok? Did you hurt yourself?" Matt asks, I can hear his voice shaking. "I'm fine." I say sitting up, leaning against the wall as I come back to reality. "Fainting is serious, you could be sick or something? Should we take you to the doctor?" Chris asks. "No! I'm fine, I-" I sigh, I tried my hardest to keep my fainting disorder to myself, I didn't want to make it a big deal, and I found it kind of embarrassing to be honest. I don't know why, I just find the whole idea of fainting embarrassing, and I definitely didn't want to faint in front of the triplets. At least nick wasn't here, he won't see how stupid I look right now. "I have a fainting disorder, this happens all the time, it's fine." I say, slowly standing up. "Why didn't you tell us? We could've have helped you.." Matt says, confused and hurt. "I didn't want to make it a big deal, I'm sorry. I'll tell you next time I feel faint." I kinda felt bad for not telling them. I made Matt anxious and chris stressed all because I was embarrassed. "It's ok y/n, do u feel better?" Matt asks. "Yeah, slightly faint but I'm fine, thanks guys." I felt loved and good knowing they knew, all this time I was embarrassed and worried but now I feel supported and understood. It's relieving, I feel a slight weight lifted off my shoulders. 

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