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* SH - Matt

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Desc: y/n sh's after a fight with matt, and he finds out and comforts her.

TW: SH, blood and swearing

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Y/n's pov:

"Where were u?" Matt asked. He seemed annoyed. "At a party, why?" I had just come back from a party at one of my friend's houses, I didn't invite Matt cause I knew parties weren't his thing, and I didn't want him to feel like he had to go. "Why didn't you tell me?!" Matt seemed offended. "I knew you didn't want to go, so I didn't ask," I say, defending. "What if I wanted to go? You can't just leave me out y/n! Who else was there? I bet your ex was there, wasn't he?" I was shocked at his question. "He was, but you know I wouldn't go back with him-" I was cut off. "Oh you so would, don't even lie to me." I didn't know what to say to him. He knew about my ex and how toxic the relationship was. He never brought it up before because he knew it was a sensitive topic. "Matt," I say, tears forming in my eyes. I could see regret in his eyes as he saw how hurt I was. "Don't even bring him up. You know I wasn't with him." I say, trying my hardest to not sound upset. "Fine! I'm sorry, there!" Matt yelled, clearly not sorry. "Fuck you," I say as I storm off to my room. 

I slam the door and cry. I just stand there and ball my eyes out. I grab my blade. Tears pouring out of my eyes, I slide down the wall and sit with my knees to my chest. I deserve this, I think before cutting. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. It wasn't enough. I still felt hurt and upset. 6, 7, 8, 9- I was interrupted by a loud knock on the door. My hand slipped as I was doing the 10th cut and I cut too deep. Shit, I whisper under my breath. I pull my sleeves down and rush around looking for something to stop the bleeding. I suddenly felt dizzy and lightheaded, how much was I bleeding? I looked down and there was blood all over my hands and arms. Holy shit, how can I explain this to Matt? Before I could think, Matt swung open the door. Before I could say an excuse, I fell to the ground, everything going black. 

Matt's pov:

Shit, I mutter under my breath as y/n runs up the stairs. Why tf did I bring up her ex?  I start walking up the stairs after y/n, regretting the entire argument. All because I was jealous, I made her cry because I was jealous. "Y/n," I knocked on the door. I heard her rushing around her room. What was she doing? "Y/n, can I come in?" No answer. I open the door and my jaw drops. I see y/n standing there, covered in blood. She suddenly falls to the ground. "Y/N!" I yell, running up to her and kneeling next to her, putting her head on my lap. My heart starts racing. Is she breathing? Why is she bleeding? What happened?  I pull up her sleeves to check why her arm was bleeding and I was shocked. I saw scars, old, recent and brand new.  My eyes tear up. I was so jealous I led her to hurt herself. I sigh in relief as her eyes flutter open. 

Y/n's pov: 

I open my eyes and see Matt over me. Shit, how am I going to explain the cuts? An accident? No he won't believe that. "Y/n..." I look up and see Matt. His eyes were red and glossy, tears stained his cheeks. "Why'd u do it y/n? Please don't tell me it was because of me..." He says, new tears forming in his eyes. Shit he knows.. "U-um," I mutter out, trying hard to hold back tears. Looking up and seeing Matt cry was the last push, and I broke down. Matt hugged me and I cried into his chest. "I-I'm sorry, I-it just, I-it helps me when I f-feel bad," I say. "Shhh, it's ok. I'm not mad. Just please don't do it anymore. It's not helping you, it's hurting you more. Remember you can talk to me about anything, please. I want to help you y/n." I smile. I feel better knowing I have Matt. 

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