18 ;; fuck.

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by astrimars

by astrimars

He stared quietly.

His breath was heavily, his eyes glued to the body that lay on the floor, a small pool of blood under her head. He fucked up. He fucked up really bad, he was going to lose her forever.

He picked up Ash's phone, not having his own, shakily, calling Jay. He knew he shouldn't have, he knew the male hated him, already. But, he didn't know who else to call. He didn't know who else he could turn to.

The ringing stopped, and Jay answered. "Ash?" His voice sounded slightly worried. "N-not Ash..." Jake stuttered, still panicked. The male froze at his voice, about to end the call.

"J-jay... I fucked up. I fucked up really bad," He choked, gripping onto the phone tightly. Jay listened quietly. "I didn't mean to hurt her... I didn't- I swear-" He cried.

"I-I- would never hurt my baby, n-never hurt my Ash," He sobbed, his voice breaking. The male frowned, "Jake... What the fuck did you do?" He asked, concerned.

"We fought- and- s-she just- she tried to push me away- and- I- I just- I didn't mean to..." He cried even louder, holding her closely, not caring about how much blood was getting into his clothes.

"Jake. What. Did. You. Do?" Jay questioned, his tone slightly angry. "I- I- pushed her... By accident... And- she fell back and her head hit the wall... Jay there's so much blood," He cried like a mess, feeling extremely suffocated while the shattered pieces of his heart stabbed his insides.

"What the fuck? Jake- get her to a fucking hospital!" He yelled into the phone. "Right now. Go!" He got even louder. Jake nodded, "R-right- hospital- b-but- what if- something goes wrong? What if they find out- I-" He choked on his words.

"Jake Sim. If you want her to fucking live, go to a fucking hospital."