Heart beats?

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SORRY I WAS BUSY CLEANING YESTERDAY AND TODAY HEHEHEHE
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(PLAY FORMAT)
Oli: hey stars welcome back we are going to be doing strip or dare let's get started
Regie: YAYAYAYAYA
Justin: ALR I'm first *picks a paper from the bowl*
It says kiss the person to your left
Darren: IT'S ME YAYAYA
Justin gets up and kisses Darren
Darren: do the banana dance I'm just gonna strip
Ryan: come on bro
Justin: what does it sayyyy
Ryan: it says I have to do a lap dance on any member
Regie: bru
Darren: JUST DO IT TO SEB ITS NOT THAT HARD
Ryan: it is bitch
Seb: Darren's right
Ryan: WTF SEB
Seb: lol sorry
(AFTER FORMAT)

(SEB POV)
When said that Ryan looked pissed well he always looks like that but I really like him when nsb started and I still do but he never says that much things to me anymore we barely talk now and it kinda makes me feel sad about it.

And I known Ryan he's kind and super chill but he never acts like the kind boy he was he's been ignoring me but not that much he ignores me when he wants to do that but when we look in each others eyes that day.

I think thats what made him like that.

(RYAN POV)
Seb was just sitting there looking sad but I don't know why know one notice him but I think his brother did bc Oli can easily tell if we are worried or sad.

(PLAY FORMAT)
Oli: Seb are you okay
Ryan: yeah bro are you good
Regie: Seb whats wron-
Seb gets up and goes to his and rys room
Ryan: I'ma go check up on him
Oli: okay bae stop recording
Bae: ALR

(RYAN POV)
when I got to the door of our room I heard him crying so I knocked twice and he said to go away but I didn't bc I want to know who's hurting him like this so I opened the door bc we don't got a lock.

And I saw him crying in his bed so I sat next to him.

(PLAY FORMAT ONLY R&S)
Ryan: why are you crying
Seb: leave me alone
Ryan: no until you tell me
Seb: I don't want to tell you
Ryan: please seb I know I'm a dick but please
Seb: no get out
Ryan: Seb...
Seb: no!
Seb crying even more
Ryan: your not okay your crying a lot
Seb: I'm not just go
Ryan: who's hurting you like this
Seb: fine you wanna know
Ryan: yes
Seb: IT'S YOU
Ryan: what
Seb: YOU IGNORE ME SOMETIMES AND YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M THE BAD GUY
Ryan: Seb I'm sorry okay
Seb: no get OUT!
Ryan: fine...
(AFTER ITS RYAN POV)
when I got out I was trying to figure why he would act like that for me ignoring him so I just went downstairs and saw the boys looking concerned then.

Oli came to me and said "is he okay." "No he was crying. And it was my fault." I say while I start tearing up oli then hugs me and I hug back crying in his arms.

"Ryan it's okay." Oli said "no it's not it was me who made him feel like that." I said "just go apologize to him." Oliboli said "okay." I said. I get out of olis arms and go upstairs and I was now in front of the door.

And I knocked twice again but he said to leave him alone but I still opened the door and saw him I his bed on his phone it looks like he wasn't crying anymore but I was.

"Seb I'm sorry I was doing those things to you pls forgive me I didn't mean too I always act like this now so pls forgive me and I'll make it up to you."

"Fine I forgive you but not that much ok." he said "ok." I get up and hug him and he hugs back I want to make it up to him that I'm a good person but sometimes he wouldn't think that which is okay.

But sometimes I would get feeling weird feelings that I never felt and I would have butterflies in my stomach for some reason but it confuses me all the time.
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ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE WAIT I GOT FUCKING HOMEWORK TO DO BYE LOVE YOU ALL I'M DYING RN😔😘