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{The next morning}
I woke up and Ryan was already, he probably is already downstairs I got up but than my knees buckled and made me fall, it hurt really bad but thank goodness Ryan was right here before I was just laying on the ground.

Ryan helped me up and picked me up and brought me back on the bed "Ryan it hurts." I said while almost crying "I know love." Ryan said going down on his knees hugging me since the bed was really low  I hugged him back, I started to cry a bit but saved it in, me and Ryan stopped hugging he picked me up in bridal style.

And brought me down to the living room "Oh hey it's lovebirds." Regie said "Literally bro." Darren replied back, me and Ryan just laughed it off because duh it's true.

All the boys and me all ate, after when we were done Ryan helped me get up to our room and also helped me get dressed he wore a white-t and a flannel and some white converses, I wore a black shirt and matched the color with black tight pants, and white vans (hightops).

I was pretty tired still but I managed to stay awake, Ryan notice I was tired "Hey baby boy you should get some rest." Ryan said, hoping I would sleep but I said "I'm fine, I can be up." I said.

"No, sleep you need rest Seb." Ryan said obviously worried about me, I managed to say fine so I fell asleep, honesty it felt nice and better cause I was really tired.

(Btw listening to "wanna be yours" with this is smth)

I woke up earlier (2pm) I noticed Ryan wasnt here I looked at my phone and he text me that he's at a friends house and he'll be back soon I text back and said okay.

(Also seb can walk) I got up and kind of limping but I could still, I went downstairs and to my surprise some of the boys were down here it was just, Justin sleeping on the couch, Darren wasn't here sadly since he had to go back to his hometown to help his mom with something.

Justin was really sad since Darren left, I decided to text Darren and said "Darren bro when you coming back jp is literally sleeping on the couch, looking sad almost everyday when you left. I send the message and hope for Darren to text back.

-messages-
Darren: sorry bro, I'll be back in a few days.
Sebastian: dude, Justin is really sad like it's the first time I've seen him like this.
Darren: i know tell him I said I love you and I'll be back soon.
Sebastian: okay, be safe.
Darren: you too.
-end of messages-

I went up to Jp and told him what Darren had said he okay and want up to there shared room, I've never seen him this sad in so long I feel really bad and I know that pain, when someone you love leaves and they say they'll be back soon kind of hurts.

I heard the doorbell ring so I opened the door and I saw Ryan, it was raining and he was really wet so I brought him upstairs and started to help him, get cleaned "Ryan your gonna get really sick you know." I said really worried about how he was in the cold and it was raining. "I know cutie but I got home and got out of the car and it started raining like hard." Ryan said making sure I understand.

After when we got done, the doorbell rang (not raining anymore) I opened it and it was my girl best friend Gela "Oh hi Gela." I said happy to see her, "Hey sebby." "anyway what ya doing here." I said confused on why shes here "oh I was just wondering maybe you wanna go out to get some food." Gela said excited "I'm with ry right now." I said "you could go sweetheart." Ryan said with love eyes for me, I smiled at him and ran upstairs to get ready.

I ran back down and hugged Ryan and he gave me a kiss on the cheek, "Bye ry, love you." I said "Bye Gela and Seb, be safe and love you too." Ryan said while waving to us.

We were out for a few hours and having a great time, I haven't seen Gela in so long now I'm glad we got this time to have fun "Gela we should go to a park like how we used to before." I said happily, since that was the first time we met "Seb what if Ryans worried about you right now we've been going out to much and I'm tired." Gela said "oh okay that's fine." I said kind of sad.

Gela dropped me off back at the house and she left I went inside and saw ry asleep on the couch, he probably feel asleep while I was gone.

I woke him up and to do him to go to the room since it's cold out here and he just said okay and went upstairs, I went up as well and started to get ready to go to bed.

I got fine getting ready and both me and ry fell asleep in each others arms, he was my comfort and safe person I love him so much he's my everything, by just thinking I fell asleep already, while just thinking about him.

{Next morning}
I woke up to someone cuddling me, I looked behind already knowing who it is I just wanted to see his pretty face, I kissed his forehead and went back to sleep since I was comfortable. Then woke up to my stupid alarm ugh I hate when that thing wakes me up its so annoying all the time, I got up because Ryan wasn't hugging me anymore and I had a meeting with ty and Oliver for a video.

We were gonna record, I was still sleeping to that point were I fell asleep while ty was talking about it.

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Goodnight y'all or morning/afternoon I don't fcking know anyways bye take care.