Heart beats?

12.

I got bored so I stopped doing what I was I ended up go downstairs Justin saw me and came to me and asked me something.

"When are you gonna confess to him it's been so long now." Justin said looking bored "you have to wait when I'm ready." I said but he got upset.

(SEB POV)
I went downstairs but I heard Justin and Ryan talking so I looked and I heard Justin saying that when is Ryan going to confess to me.

When I heard it I was in complete shock I didn't know what to do and how Ryan likes me that's insane he never does.

Does Justin mean a friend way or th- my thoughts were interrupted when regie was coming down "sup Seb." regie said out loud and Justin and Ryan looked at me.

Ryan was in shock and probably thinking I heard it or something he grabbed his keys and went in his car leaving us dumbfounded.

And Justin followed him and closed the door regie was rlly confused he had no idea what was happening.

(RYAN POV)
I grabbed my keys and went in my car and just say in there thinking abt if Seb heard what me and Justin were talking abt.

Then the car door opened I looked up and saw Jp looking worried abt me "yo bro you good.?" Justin said "yeah... Just thinking." I said very slow and quiet.

"Seb looked worried and concerned abt you."
"Ok.. Who cares."
"Dude thats your crush and he probably likes you or someone else you need to get these feelings out."
"I know but I can't." I said with a very cracky voice like ima bouta cry.

Then I actually started crying Justin told me to get out of the car so I did and he went up to me and hugged me tightly I hugged back after that.

We went inside and I went up to my room and opened the door to see a Sebastian Moy he looked up at me.

"I know your probably upset that I heard." Seb said
"Um can you just get out I don't wanna talk rn." I said kind of shy and quiet.

Seb: "pls Ryan can we just talk abt it."
Me: "I can't rn I'm busy."
Seb: "plss Ry."
Me: "okay fine."

"So do you like me.?" Seb said confused "yea." I said quietly and shy bc I don't know how to react "Ryan I know I was shocked and made you scared and I don't want you getting hurt." Seb said rlly concerned.

"And I like gela... I'm sorry ry." Seb said once I heard that I felt like my heart was breaking and I felt like I was gonna burst into tears I knew Seb didn't like me he likes gela so much.

And when I heard that I immediately ran out of the room and went outside on the balcony just crying a looking outside.

Then the balcony door slide opened I didn't wanna look at this person and notice it was Justin my best friend "hey I know what happened Seb told me." Justin said "I know I'll just find someone else I like." I said still tears coming down my face.

"Hey you don't always have to feel like this Seb likes gela and you know him he always hangs out with her." Justin said in sarcasm I laughed bc of how he said it.

"You know your right I don't rlly need him." I said bravely, "that's MY BEST FRIENDDD.!" Justin screamed out loud.

We were laughing and talking abt our old relationships and how bad they were and our bfs being so annoying and stupid on how to hurt us.

That's the reason why we're bsfs, Justin and Darren been friends since high school and I met them when I first came there.

Justin would always treat me like I'm the king or something and Darren would just admire him I knew Darren liked him since he told me in high school I've always knew.

Darren and Justin always had something going on and since Justin told me abt how they jerked off each other I forgot if it was Darren or Justin but yeah that happened.

I was shocked when he told me that but I'm not lying it was quite funny I always knew one day they would like each other and now look at them dating and shit.

The after all the talking Justin left bc Darren came out here and was begging him to go to bed and cuddle I notice how Darren was such a beggar and would I always please him and shit.

I finally got out of the balcony and went inside I was still in my room and thinking abt Seb I know I'm going to lose feelings for him since he likes gela.

So I just used my phone and went to sleep bc we had a meeting tmrw and we don't have to film or anything.

☆✮(MORNING)✮☆

I woke up to someone shaking me as a signal to wake up my eyes finally opened and I saw other then a Sebastian Moy the boy who hurt me.

I got up and walked past him like if he was a ghost he notice how upset I was and he understands my feelings I know he told me that he doesn't want to see me hurt.

But he's the one that hurts me then I walked up and sat on the couch with Justin then oli got up and started talking when all of us were here.

After the meeting, Darren started making breakfast bc all of us were hungry then Seb asked if he could talk to me everyone's eyes were on me.

Except Justin, he wasn't looking at me bc he knows abt the situation and I got up and left everyone was worried abt me bc I immediately got up when I heard that Seb said that Justin looked up at me.

And went up to me "Hey it's okay." he said and hugged me I started crying bc I was thinking abt what Seb said as I mean by saying he likes gela.

I went upstairs completely leaving the other boys dumbfounded except Justin. I didn't have a lock on my door so I just had to cry like that then I heard someone open my door I didn't dare to look at them.

(3RD PERSON POV)
"Hey ry it's me Oli you okay.?"
"Yea..."
Oli went up to Ryan
Oli: "yk I was in this situation before."
Ryan: "rlly."
Oli: "yeah when someone didn't like me this was way back before NSB started."
Ryan: "oh."
Oli: I liked her and told her abt it but when NSB started I liked regie and now we're dating."
Ryan: "do you know I like Seb.?"
Oli: "yeah Justin told me when you had that cry scene."
Ryan: "hey shut up."

Ryan and Oli were talking abt all that and Seb is just not into boys but he told me not to lose feelings for him bc as sooner or later he'll like me back.

Oli made me happy again he's the type of guy that I rlly like not in that way in a friend way he's my best friend well all the other boys to after that Seb came in as soon as Oli left.

It made me upset but I just let him "I'm sorry." Seb said I understand that I made him sad and everything bc of how I was completely ignoring him then he said this that made me in shock.

"I like you too but you'll have to give me time to be a good bf." Seb said bravely I didn't know what to say but all I did was just say "ok" and he kissed me after that.

When he left and closed my door I was screaming I ran out the door to Justin's room and I couldn't see my eyes, Darren was making out with him which ruined the moment bc I was there.

"SORRY JARREN.!" I screamed out and ran back to my room and went to sleep Ryan's thought "I'll just have to tell him in the morning."
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goodnight everyone btw this story is abt my life and how it's going
Question:
"Do you think Seb and ry are going to be dating or no?"
"Does gela support or hates who knows??"
"Would Seb be a good bf?"
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