Heart beats?

13.

(The next morning)

[JUSTINS POV]
I woke up this morning tired as hell but it's because of the stupid meetings Darren was still in bed while I was getting up.

"Darren we have to get up." I said with s tired husky voice "no." he said and went back to sleep "do you want us to do 100 pushups?." I said in sarcasm "okay find I'll get up."

While I was already done with my skin care and everything else Ryan saw me and ran towards me he then told me this which left me in surprise "SEB KISSED ME LAST NIGHT!." Ryan said happy and smiling so much I was happy that his dream bf came true.

But then he told me this "But he said that he needs time still." Ryan said in a serious expression "Oh ok well he does like you just let him take his time okay ry." I said hopefully he listened "okay." he said in a kind of sad tone.

I then left and went to sit down on the couch and wait for Oli and Seb to do there talking, while they were talking Sebs voice sounded a bit sad and not normal he is usually talking loud but he's talking very quiet.

After we were done with the meeting Ryan came to me and ask if I was okay but he saw my face expression worried and concerned abt Seb.

"Yo Justin you good?." Ryan asked me concerned "yeah it's just what's wrong with Seb?." I asked him seeing if he knew "I don't know I heard his voice rlly low when he was talking.

"He didn't sound okay." "yeah he rlly didn't ima go check." Ryan said while going upstair.

[RYAN'S POVS]
I went upstairs to check up on Seb and I got to his door and heard him crying so I knocked but no answer so I opened it.

"Seb what's wrong?." I asked rlly concern "nothing... Just get out." Seb said very firmly "just tell me please I'm here for you okay." I said then he said that he just doesn't know what to do now.

Me: "wdym?."
Seb: "I cut.... myself."
Me: "Seb let me see."
Seb has it on his arm and shows it to Ryan
Seb: "what do I do."
Me: "your going to be okay alright."
Seb: "Mhm."

When I heard abt Seb cutting his arms I got scared and what was I suppose to do I grab him in the bathroom and sat him on the counter and I grabbed the first aid kit I put some bandages on him.

Seb went in and hugged me tight, I hugged him back and he asked me to cuddle so I said okay we went in the bed and Seb layed on my chest and feel asleep.

And 3hours later he woke up he cuddled me for a bit then got up, he went in the bathroom and I heard the showerhead on.

So he was going to shower I got up and was going to leave and Seb hugged me tight again he said thank you and ofc I said your welcome.

I knew he was going threw things before Justin told me it was the sound of his voice and it also seemed like the others heard it they were worried once I looked at them Oli gave me a look that he was not okay.

So I left Sebs room after he hugged me and just went in my room to hang out a play val I was also listening to music then Justin came into my room.

"Is Seb okay?." Justin said
"Yeah he just needed comfort." I said not wanted justin to tell him Seb cut his arms.

"Okay well goodnight Ry." Justin said
"Alr goodnight." I said

{NOBODYS POV)
Seb went to Ryan's room bc he didn't wanna go to sleep alone and they cuddled and fell asleep and before they did, they said goodnight to each other

Time skip~

It was now the morning Ryan woke up first and went in the bathroom to do his skincare, he was finished and went to take a shower than got out and changed and went downstairs Seb was still feeling a bit sad but he was okay.

Seb finally gotten up, it was there day off so they were all just doing what they do.
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Btw this is just what I'm saying I'm not gonna post for awhile cause I have to do so many fcking projects every week but byee have a good day🥰