Why don't you stay (Kim X Chay)| Completed✔✔

Chapter 19- Lost Trust

Porchaya POV

What is just happening in my life? Unexpected things come on my way! First of all, P' Kim, did some nasty to me yesterday and today he brought me to his home and now he kissed me!
I cannot resist falling for this man. I am blushing right now! The thing that the paparazzi did by taking us photos together, made him closer to me.

The only thing I miss now is my brother Porche! Where is he? He should have at least called me by now! Why hasn't he called or reached out yet?

We broke our kiss since we both needed air to breathe. "Stay here safe!", he told me staring straight into my eyes and patting my head.

Wow! He cares about me! And after he left the room. It was extremely lonely. I don't know what to do, For the first few hours, I did a few practices with the guitar in my room! And later it was becoming so boring.

I headed down the stairs to see what was happening below. I better not be cross with P' Thakun, or else, he will annoy me with his stupid questions about me and P'Kim.

First, I wandered around the halls and then to the vast garden area in the backyard. It was extremely large. And the marbles in the house were pretty expensive and were so shiny that even you could look your face in that, so much reflection. My brother probably works for a big family.

Tak...Tak. I heard a sound while I strolled across the garden near a pond there. I was curious about the sound and followed it.

The sound seemed like a gunshot. Inside, feared, yet my curious mind wanted to go and look at that.

Shit! I could not believe what I saw. There was a murder happening, in the backyard of the house. A few men in black suits were killing two Chinese men who were kneeling and begging for life.

I hid behind the bushes and watched over the scene. Hell no! These people are ruthless. Are they rowdy? Is P' Kim too one among them? I should not be here.

While I was shivering standing behind the bush, I felt a hand over my shoulder. I jerked off for a minute.

"Ahhh", I shouted out in panic.

"You are the one, Mr. Kim brought right?", someone asked me in a hoarse voice. I didn't even find a voice to say yes, so I just nodded.

"I am chang, head of the bodyguards here. You are not supposed to be at this place. So, I request you to head back to the room.", he instructed me.

My heart fluttered, and adrenaline rushed all over my body. A sense stuck with me as if I was trapped in the wrong place with the wrong people. Now I am having second thoughts, about why my brother works for such a place.

I rushed back into the room, that was given to me and covered myself with the blanket to stop myself from shivering. I could not digest the thought of witnessing such a gore murder.

I tried sleeping but I could not. I lost track of time. "I am back!", I heard a familiar voice from the door side.

Kim. He is back. "Porchaya! What happened? Are you not well?", I heard Kim's voice, feebly through my ears.

"P'Kim!", I hugged him. I wanted to narrate all the things I saw just before. But I could not put it into words.

After he pacified me a little bit, I framed an ill sentence like, "They....kill....guns....back yard!", I know that no one can decipher from what I said back now. But I guess, he understood what I was about to say.

"Sorry, Porchaya! I didn't tell you before.....My family runs this business", He said. I was shocked to hear it.

I moved further away from P'Kim after he said such a thing. Then he must also be an assassin like them.

"No.... don't. It is not like what you think. I am not one like them. I hated what they do, that's why, I came out of this place and started to live on my own and earning on my own."

"You.... don't kill people. Do.......you?", I asked in a husky voice, clutching the edges of the bed sheets tighter.

"No, I swear, I don't do that." I stayed silent after he gave me a good explanation. I had millions of questions to be asked to him, like "Is my brother a killer?", "Do Mr. Kinn do such odd jobs ", and many more.

But during my silence, Kim handed me over my tablets, which I had previously mentioned which I ran out of stock.

"Here! Your medicines. Eat them at the correct time"

"Okay", I nodded. I feel so happy that a soul is taken care of. All these years, I felt like nothing, and from nowhere Kim sprouted out and he treated me as if I was so special. I like this feeling so much. I wish this lasted longer.

"Or, do you need me to remind you?", he asked smirking.

"No, I can handle it", I said smiling at him.

[Dear readers, the disease I am mentioning throughout the story is a real disease. It is an auto-immune disease. People with that suffer a lot. They need a lot of care and attention. They get easily frustrated when they cannot even perform a simple task in their day-to-day life. I just wanted to share! Still, there is no cure for this disease, and people with this disease, have to take anti-inflammatory drugs lifelong.]

"How about we have dinner now?", he asked me.

"No....not now!", I declined. Sometimes I hate to eat when I am angry or sad. "You haven't eaten anything for a long time!", commented P'Kim, slowly removing the blanket from my body and trying to lift me off the bed.

"Kim! No....!", I reported as he was lifting me. But he continued doing so. "Ok! I give up!", I finally gave up. But still, he lifted me and placed me on the floor on my feet, and brought his face closer to mine, to give me a peck, "I want you to be healthy, you got it, boy!"

And then, we both went down for dinner. I never know if they follow some dinner timings and all, but the pantry always seems to have food.

"Mr. P' kim!", some lady wished Kim seeing him enter the kitchen. Seems like he hasn't here been for a long time. Everyone here was so thrilled to see him back.

As we settled down on the table, we were brought a variety of foods by the chef lady. There was pasta, croissants and for starters even soup. While we were eating, we were joined by a figure, it seemed it was P' Thakun. I was terrified to see him, after the murder I had witnessed. Maybe he could be a serial killer, who knows? This family is totally strange.

"My sweet boys! Are you both having a romantic dinner? I feel like watching a live bl drama!", he commented. Shit, this man is shipping his brother. Disgusting. But that is what fujoshi do. Don't they!

Kim never replied, and I smiled awkwardly at him. "The pool kiss you know, that was awesome!", he talked some shits. But pool kiss! How did he know? That was between us, right? I was furious with P'kim if he had shared our private matters with his brother.

"How did you know!", I asked him.

"How couldn't I not know, when It is all over the internet!", he said. I didn't open any social media apps fearing the hotel incident when I was photographed along with P'Kim. But what is this new rumor? I switched on the phone and logged into my account, there were photos of me kissing P'Kim, and there were thousands and thousands of comments, both positive and negative.

And the negative ones were! "Is P' Wik dating a minor? Could he be a pedophile!"

I saw p' Kim in his eyes, and eye demanded an answer to the question, Why hasn't he said anything about this?

With half of the food yet to be eaten, I just got up and left the table. I don't know what is happening around me! I thought the only supporter of me was P'Kim, but he is hiding many facts from me!

Who should I believe?

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