Porchaya POV
I feel like an absolute fool for following my idol blindly when all he did was cheat me and make me a great fool. I felt like being played, the worst ever instrument played the entire year. Why am I so foolish to trust him so blindly?
"Kim, just say where my brother is. You definitely would know it right?", I asked skipping the honorific.
He didn't answer. I am determined not to leave this place without any answer. "Please listen to me and calm down first", he said and tried approaching me, but I backed off hitting a table, and noticed a gun lying on the table.
"If you are not gonna say, I am going to shoot!", I took them in my hands and pointed directly towards Kim.
"Chay, calm down", P'Thakun, who was witnessing all our drams said when he saw me pointing the gun towards his brother.
I was shivering holding the gun in my hand and to be honest, I never knew how to pull the trigger as well.
"I will take you to your brother", Thakun interrupted us forcing me to put the gun down all I expected was for Kim to open up to me, but he stayed only silent.
Thakun escorted me to somewhere holding my shoulder in one hand and trying to grab the gun out of my hand, but I never gave him a chance to happen. "Porchay, don't panic after what you are going to see!", he gave some hints to me, but man I don't know what happened to my brother.
Was he alive or dead? Am I captured here just for the sake of my brother? I fucking knew nothing.
We both entered a medical room, and there was a man fully covered in a white platter all over his body. No....God, please I don't want this to be my brother. I would not be able to see him in this position.
"I am sorry Porchaya, your brother was seriously injured in his last mission and was treated here.", his hands compressed my shoulder further in comfort, but who needs them? I need my brother back the same way, he went to work here, as a bodyguard. I need my old brother!
"No....No...No.... P' Porche.....wake up! Wake up! I am your brother who has come to see you!", I cried calling him to wake up. But he gave no response.
"He was on heavy sedation Chay", Thankun added. Now I feel like Thakun is even more trustworthy than Kim or Kinn.
I broke down and sat on the floor crying. Weep...weep!
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Not even a single day I have repented from having no parents, but this day hit me so hard, I was not even informed of the condition of my brother and if I asked if I could take my brother back and give him treatment in any other private hospital, they are denying that too!
What is this life? I want to first go out of this fucking place! This is a hell of suffocating to me! Initially, I was heading over to heaven to be near Kim, but now knowing his bad side, I don't want to even breathe the same air as him.
"Hello....Pol", I called my closest friend.
"Star boy! How are you man?", he teased me.
"I want your help", I asked and he listened to me silently. The help that I asked him was to be able to stay at his condo for a few days without the media people not noticing me! He agreed, so I started packing up my stuff and decided to leave the place without bidding goodbye to anyone.
While I was leaving the place, I came across Pete, one of my brother's colleagues, whom I had met a long time back. I asked him to take good care of my brother and intimate me if anything ever happened.
When he agreed, I went directly to Sol's condo. "Welcome man! You became famous overnight after the rumors of you dating P'Wik went viral!"
"Don't talk about him!", I made him shut and started unpacking my bag and plugged my phone into one of the chargers.
"But he is your idol right!", he asked me.
"Was", I corrected.
He went silent for a minute and looked me deep for me to spit about more details, but I was not willing to say his name right now.
"I will take this bed!", I pointed out a bed and went to lay on them. Though it was only 5'o o'clock in the afternoon, and since I had nothing to do, I decided that a good nap would suit me.
But to my surprise, I really could not fall asleep, all the betrays of him, the good way he treated me, and how nice he acted up to me all came in front of my eyes. I felt a lump in my throat and I could not swallow my saliva. I don't want people to hear my weeps so I shut myself under my bedsheet and let out a small sob.
I tried controlling myself, wetting all over my pillow, at one stage I really could not control myself, so I rushed into the bathroom and got stared at by my friend Sol.
Turning on the tap of water to make sure that my friend doesn't hear me crying, I let out all my emotions through my weeps via the water flowing from my eyes.
They say men don't cry, I ask how not! When you are literally used by someone, whom you revered the most, and you are completely betrayed by them, how can you not cry and hold yourself strong?
After spending 5 minutes in the bathroom crying till my last, I decided to come out!
"Chay!", Sol called me. I cannot see him, because, if I see him, I would cry myself to him for sure.
He came to me and gave me a tight hug. "I don't want to know what you are going through, but trust me, you have me! I cannot see my friend suffer", he never leaves me for 2 minutes straight.
I got a feeling of comfort with his hug. I held myself back from crying and forced a smile and thanked him saying, "I am fine!"
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I know I have taken a long to update, but guess what, recently, I re-watched Kinnporche and got an inspiration to complete the story. So, I guarantee, I would complete the book sooner.
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@its_kyra_world.
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