How many things have I lost in my brain that I will never be able to regain?
What terrible or happy memories are gone without a trace?
I am left with those questions, questions that seemingly out number my memories.
I have some loose memories, memories of pain and Joy,
But I don't know where they could have led all those years ago.
I'd like to say that I would want to know my past, but then again
I won't be able to forget
the terrible buried with in.
My soul longs for the answers, longs to know if my assumptions are Real or if I am just over reacting.
Did he mean well,
or was he a Monster out to hurt me?
I might never know, and it hurts.
Despite the possibility of it being
A trick my mind plays on me,
It still hurts.
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evening thoughts
RandomDeep thoughts, as in sleep-deprived at 3am with untreated mental issues and traumas and too many poetry videos on my fyp. I'll just vibe here with them until I feel like getting better. TW for everything I guess.
