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'Why aren't you saying anything? Are you ignoring me? huh! You need to look at my face and answer my questions got it!' Jennie chirped at YN.
YN flinched 'yes , ma'am' Said hanging her head low and in a low voice.
' I can't hear you. Did you Said Something? Speak up you filthy brat.' Jennie roared.
'Yes maam' YN Said with a voice that is low but high enough to be heard
'That's the Spirit! You still haven't answered my question Why were you late?' Jennie asked angrily
'I-I was s-studying' YN stuttered as She spoke
'Oh is that the reason why you were late? Jennie asked YN just nodded.
'What did I told you 'before, haven't I told you to speak up?' Jennie was about to hit YN but teacher came into the class
'Consider yourself lucky you ugly trash' With that Jennie left.
YN sighed a sigh of relief She was lucky But she knew that it won't last long. Time for interval started Some students went to Canteen and some to other places. There were no traces of any teachers as they will be in the teacher's staff room. YN was trying to escape by not getting caught by Jennie. She was about to enter the Janitor's room but Jennie caught her.
'Were you trying to escape from me? look girls, this trash is trying to escape from us!' Jennie laughed and Said
She grabbed YN 's hair. YN yelped because of the pain. She tried to fight back, but it was futile, Jennie blocked every punch She threw. It was silly for Jennie because she was a pro at fighting .
'This ugly bitch don't know her place . let me show you where you belong.' Jennie said and Started beating YN
'P-Please s-stop' YN begged .
'Why would I ? you are not anything to me You are just a trash and I don't take orders from trashes.' Jennie Smirked and started to beat her more.
YN tried to escape and waited for a moment to escape and escaped when she got the right time. She ran with all her strength and hide in a washroom stall . Jennie and team couldn't find her, So they gave up on looking her. YN listened to the voice of everyone who came inside she realised they gave up looking for her as it was so much time since she ran away.
" Why am I like this? I can't even protect myself. I know that running away from problem isn't a solution. But, I don't have any choice other than running away. I'm so weak. Why god? why is every worse thing is happening to me? What have I done to deserve this?" YN talked to herself and Started crying.
YN never had cried before anyone. She had never cried when her father and bully abused her. She has a tough shell and a soft core .Breaking that Shell is very hard. She thinks that Since the day her mother died the world showed its back to her. So she decided to ignore the world which ignored her so she can build her own world. Whenever she is alone and broken, she let her tears flow so no one can see her weak state she held back the tears infront of everyone as she know the moment she will break, the world will become more cruel and she couldn't take it anymore,If it becomes more cruel. She is so used to loneliness. She always felt lonely. She have no friends . She don't have a shoulder to rely in need. Now she adores the feeling of loneliness. She lost faith in faith long time ago. She lost faith in friends . she found out that she need to be stronger to go further She never showed anyone her weakness. She ignored the feelings that came to her mind. She put her feeling aside and started to focus more on her future, She ignored the past, is working hard in the present, just to get a beautiful future
"I must need to get stronger I must not cry like this I need to prepare for every thing I shouldn't let Jennie do whatever she wants to me. My life is mine. I have no one else but me. I need to prepare for my future."
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