Life and Pain

11

You were skipping lunch again spreading your magic to the children equally along with making crystals to spread to the other nests. Your children increased in growth by the moment, and you're afraid they're going by too fast. Lavender even mentioned on their rapidness asking you to offer a hand to the other once beside the crystals and have no attachments at all. You told her you would think about it dissatisfying her, but she says nothing. You watch at the other Alphas collected them seeing the hidden desires within those dead eyes.

Luna comes attend your nest talking mildly. She hides her contagious smile telling you that Luther and Mary would be joining soon. She finally shows you her child whispering that she's glad she's able to calm her again. You swear she's the only humane person here admitting she was a good person as she tucks a blonde strand  behind her ear.

You look at you and Luther's baby having mentioning the name Aster to Luther saying he would talk to the Alphas about it. You hate how they determine everything even when it comes to names of the next generation. Luka of course comes analyzing the two in the jar. You watch as he fed them his energy your eyes widening at how your first rejected him your purple flame eating it up. You say nothing not sure on your thoughts about it. He stares at the multicolor orb helplessly taking it within his hands. You look away trusting him telling he desperately wanted to be the father.

" Do you claim the child in this nest yet?"

" Beside these two, I'm not sure. I have nine at this time."

You almost wanted to roll your eyes if it weren't the fact you're doing the same staying away from the other nest. You're technically in a way denying the children by crystal. You have exactly twent-two children in your grasps, and you're not daring even for a second to take another one even with the help of the other parents. You have even thought about asking your mother a place to stay knowing she would take you into the Gods world in an instant. Once I go though, there's no turning back though. They'll never be able to see their children though you don't trust half of them. Too heartless.

You decide to leave needing to make it to class on time. You already had detention with Professor Snape, and you don't want to make it worse. You still find yourself late guessing you had gotten use to slowing down. As you open the door, you freeze seeing the star dust levitating all around. Lavender gave you a little sly smile though serious at the same time. Your mother was in the middle of the classroom demonstrating galactic magic. Your father Zues was attending the tension between the two have long gone for you. You make your way to your seat your mother finally noticing.

" Finally, I've missed my little girl!"

Your mother greeted you not even embarrassed at your remark. You were stressing on the fact of why in the hell is she here. It's only been eight months; you and your mother made a deal to meet at the one year mark having distant each other for your safety. Your father came and ruffled your hair now thinking about your image as Alpha. He sees your tension, but he assumed it was because of your friends watching.

" Your parents were kind enough to demonstrate some of their magic for us. I wish they could stay for the whole class, but sadly, they have a meeting with Dumbledore."

Oh, you're so screwed. Your mother gives you a look saying that exactly with no words. They leave you your mother waiting on Zues. You were sweating bullets as he analyzed you. He could sense something was seriously off, but he couldn't pin point it.

" You're not in trouble. We just don't understand is all."

" Come Donald."

You forced yourself not to laugh.

" I knew it would lighten your spirits. We'll see you after class."

Your thoughts were else where worried what Dumbledore was telling them. It's rare for parents to come up here meaning it was serious. Professor Snape tried reading your mind, but you blocked of course earning a glare. You knew he had to behind this. You wish he would stay out of this. If only he knew the seriousness of your situation. You had lives depending on you, and you seriously needed to settle this occult. You like at how you didn't said ended. You just feel like it could be successful with a little guidance, but everyone is so self centered. Their heads are in the wrong spot, and you think your children can be... something amazing along with the rest. You almost want to say Gods, but you feel like it was a little too much. It's like this other side was coming out of you wanting... . You just want it, okay?