The Ink In Our Skin (Larry Mpreg)

Kiss My Scars

Louis POV:

Harry and I were walking home from our lunch date full and happy. 

"Lou" Harry whispered in my ear. "I want to kiss you!" he said in a more whiny tone which made me smile,

"We just kissed though Hazza!" I said to him giggling. 

"Yes I know but I want more!" Harry complained while unlocking his front door. 

"I can make that happen". I stated, closing the door behind us. I put my hands on Harry's hips and connected our lips with a passion I could not describe. Harry let out a soft moan as I moved down to suck at his neck. "Yes Lou! God!" He moaned. I kissed his lips again feeling his tongue find its way into my mouth exploring it. I bit his lip, he suckled at my neck in return causing me to let a moan escape my lips. "Haz!" I yelled and I reached my hands up into his hair, taking fist fulls of it.

"Let's go upstairs Lou" I just nodded. Harry dragged me up the stairs, pulling me by the hand. When we entered his room he started to kiss me again while walking backward toward the bed. He climbed on and I got on top of him. 

"Harry, I need you". I voiced. He felt me, my hips, my bum. "Lou, can I take your clothes off?" I paused knowing about the cuts on my arms and legs. I sat up. 

"I'm sorry Harry". He looked at me confused. "It's okay, if we are moving too quickly, let me know. I will go at your pace Lou". 

"You don't want me Harry! I'm ugly and not good enough. You don't want someone who hurts themselves!" I blurted the last part out not thinking about what I was saying. 

I had tears in my eyes knowing I had fucked this up. I just felt him pull me into the tightest grip I have ever experienced in my life. 

"Oh Lou, I wish I had known, is that why you are seeing mum?" I lifted my head up and looked at him. 

"W-well I have been bullied for a long time Haz, and then someone ghosted me, it was my breaking point so I resorted to, cutting... I know that it is wrong. It is okay if you do not want to see me again, but yes that is why I see her".

"Oh my god you idiot! Why would I not want to see you?!" He spoke to me with tears rolling down his cheeks himself. 

"We all have our problems Louis, do you not remember me crying to you about my dead dad?" I just nodded. 

"I am sorry if I am not enough for you Harry." I said ashamed looking down at my feet. 

"But Lou you are enough, you are more than enough. I have not really thought about my dad since I met you, but I knew I would have to let my feelings out eventually. Louis, look at me love, please." 

I looked up at him the tears still falling from my eyes, Harry's calming down. "You promise?" 

"Yes! I promise you are so kind and you are not ugly you are the most pretty man I have ever met, and I met Paul Rudd once in Hawaii on vacation!" 

"Wait really!" I laughed slightly. 

"Yes!" 

"Harry, you always know how to make it all better". "Well thank you kindly sir! Here, come lie down Lou." I laid down in Harry's grip and we stayed like that in silence for a while. 

"Lou, could- could I see love?" I knew what he was talking about. 

"You wont make fun of me right?" I said nervously. 

"Oh god no I just want to see if there is anything I can do about any of the cuts". I nodded, slowly lifting up my one sweater sleeve to reveal the five newer cuts from the other day along with many scars. 

"It-it's not as bad as it used to be, I used to do it every day, now it's only a few days a week". 

"Is that all boo?" I shook my head no, I rolled up my other sleeve and my two pant legs showing all old scars, no new cuts.

"I am so proud of you for showing me. I am happy that you trust me that much" He said looking at me with a teary smile. 

"I feel like I have known you for ages Haz, I want to be with you" I took his hands in mine glancing up at him. 

"Like- I want you to be my b-boyfriend" I said hopefully. 

Harry just smiled and pressed his lips against mine. "Yes, a thousand times yes!" he was acting like I had just proposed, he is the sweetest. 

"I like you Lou, so much, now I can call you mine!" He said this while I was pulling down my sleeves and pant legs. 

"Oh kiss me you fool!" I said to him before heading back to my place to tell mom all about it, like a child talking about their day at school. 

(It's a tad short but I had a busy day today, thank you for all the support and voting it means sooooo much! Have a great day my lovely people TPWK!!!!!!!)

~Charlotte💙💚