The Ink In Our Skin (Larry Mpreg)

Not Losing You

(Hey guys two updates in one day... im crazy guys lol, Hbd Lou, Zayn and Haz... wow I missed a lot of stuff...anyway love ya -Charlotte)

Louis POV:

Harry and I had a very relaxing evening considering the fact that we just found out I am pregnant. He went home and I went to sleep. 

When I woke up I had to wee, so I did, but what I saw was not what I was expecting. Blood. It was soaked through my underwear, I just hadn't noticed. I have not known this baby for very long but there is no way in hell I am losing them. In a panic I called for my mum. She came rushing in. 

"Lou, what is wrong peanut?" she said sounding distressed. "Mum... I am bleeding, you need to take me to the hospital, please". I did not know how I was going to tell her I was pregnant, I just need to make sure my baby is going to be okay. "Okay, tell me what is going on in the car, please!" she said almost begging. I just shook my head yes not really having another choice. 

When we got in the car she was already questioning me. "Did you cut yourself love, you can tell me you know" she was just trying to help. "No Mum, I really don't do that anymore." I said on the verge of tears. "Then tell me baby" she said grabbing my hand. "I-I am pregnant Mum, I am so sorry. It was a complete accident but it happened and I don't w-want to lose them" I said in tears. She just looked at me. "We will talk about this later, but right now we are going to check on that baby, okay peanut". I just nodded, too upset to say anything.

When we arrived at the hospital I got checked in immediately for an ultrasound to see if my baby is okay. I have never been more scared in my life, I just wanted Harry. Shit, Harry, he doesn't know. "Mum! I need you to call Harry and tell him where we are, he needs to know!" I said while being wheeled away in a wheelchair. She nodded taking my phone dialing the number while still following me.

 "Harry, it's me Johannah, you need to come to Brookveiw hospital near our place." (idk yall lol) "We think Louis might be miscarrying and he wants you. Please get here love. Okay, bye Harry" Is all I heard my mum say before I was asked to get on the exam table. 

"Hello Louis, my name is Dr. Vivian and I will be looking after you today" she said very calmly. "Do you know how far along you are?" she asked me while squirting gel on my stomach. "At least two months" I said looking at my mum who was just petting my hair, I am surprised she wasn't mad. She asked me some more questions like if I knew who the father was how long I have been sexually active for etc. Eventually she found the baby and began to look for their heartbeat. "As you can see, that blob right about there is your baby, I am just going to check for a heartbeat now. I would not worry just yet., bleeding early on in pregnancy is quite normal" She said while pausing on a spot. She smiled, "Their okay darling, here listen to that" She said amplifying the sound of my baby's heartbeat. My eyes started to well up, I am the happiest I have been in a while. I covered my face with my hands, just soaking in this feeling knowing my baby will be okay. 

I then heard the door to the room open, I uncovered my eyes to see Harry standing there breathing heavily. "Louis I came as quickly as I could. Are you okay? Is the baby okay?" He was rambling. "Shhhh, Haz listen, that's our baby's heartbeat. They are okay" I said putting my hands on his cheeks. "Oh thank goodness, I love them and I don't even know them yet Lou. How can I love such a small thing so much already?" He serenely asked me like I had the answer. "It's cause you're a Daddy now" Mrs. Vivian said to him. "That is a very special bond you have, even though they are not here yet!". I kissed Harry through my stray tears of joy. "I felt like that with Lou, it was like nothing else mattered other than him and I. I knew he was special, I just knew. I felt it, and I was right. Do you feel it peanut?" My mum looked at me after saying all of that and I just shook my head yes breaking down in tears again. 

We were able to go back home with advice for me to just take it easy because of all the stress. I know it's going to be okay even with stress because, I have my mum, Harry and this little one. they are all that matter to me right now and that is okay.