The room was completed with utter silence, I turned to face my dad and he seemed to be unphased by this response and nny chuckled. "Nope, I just really would like for this relationship to work."
"Oh.... heh..." my mother sips some of her glass of water, a single chuckle came out of my father, and he smiled at me. "You didn't tell us he was funny." I gave him a nervous smile before placing my plate in the sink.
I took a couple of glances at the table and continued to wash the dishes.
Suddenly I heard a glass bust "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!" I heard my mother shout; I ran into the dining room to see Johnny's hand bleeding with a glass shard in his hand and my parents were in a shocked moment.
"Johnny!" I shook my hands dry then ran to his side and took him into my bathroom. He's bleeding bad and it's getting everywhere, and I clean his wound the best I could as I am taking out the shards. He seemed to be unphased of this, from his facial expression is what scared me the most.
I had never seen his eyes dilated, he seemed to enjoy the color red trailing down the sink, and I shook him to become cautious again.
He seemed to put together what was happening, then he apologized for the inconvenience, he seemed to be worried about something and he began to fix himself as I sat beside him watching him as if he had done this many times.
"Are you okay nny? Do you need me to drive you home?" he seemed to be annoyed that i asked if i could do this for him, then she stood up and looked at me with such loss in his expression and nodded.
He walked back into the dining room and apologized for the worry he had caused, then thanked my parents for inviting him over for dinner and he turned to me and muttered. "I'm sorry, I just got super nervous, and I truly understand that you would want this to work but I feel so out of place being with you...goodbye".
He quickly snatched his trench coat then exited my apartment, his voice rang through my mind, and I could feel my throat being tied into a knot.
He left....
Why?
Out of place?
Johnny...please don't...
Leave me...
I crumbled down and my parents ran to catch me, but I didn't care if the sharp pain became worse, Johnny just left....
I had never cried so hard that there was no sound coming out...
He left....
Don't I mean anything?
My bottom lips quivered as I muttered "I love you johnny...", my father took me into his arms as i cried my heart out.
I feel such a failure...
Was it me?
I had only my mind stuck onto the words he had said to me, my mother slept in the same bed as me comforting me as I just lost the one guy I've loved.
Days went and went but eventually my parents had to go back, and college was near...
I couldn't go back if I wanted to, I had to stick it through and work on myself.
But I can't
How do people get over breakups?
I've had sleepless nights waiting by the window hoping he would come back, even waiting for a call or a text from him.
Devi and Vivian came by to comfort me, but I only wanted to be with nny....
Eventually I decided to stop this, I stood up and wiped my tears, I decided to clean myself up and recover. As much as I want to lay in my bed all day, I had to shake myself to begin to work on the thing i came here for...college and it would be here in no time.
So, I took a shower for the first time in a while, I changed into clean clothes that were clean and I washed my face and did my makeup. I made grocery runs, in hopes of seeing him again but I never did see him once and slowly I began to lose hope that he would ever return, and so I decided to look for him.
Looking back to when he had me falsely report my assaulter, I'm starting to think that he does this often and he did not hesitate to stab that guy.
So then, I'll find some way to see him again...
I began to walk around areas I wouldn't normally in hopes he could run after me, but nothing.
I walked towards the "unsafe" part of town, the same part where I had that nightmare on 11/7 when I witnessed the "nny" kill the clerk. As my steps fainted, I passed by several buildings that seemed like assholes run.
Cafe's, diners, and many more parts of this city aren't something I normally walk through. I stop in my tracks, am I really wanting to see nny? What am I even doing? I could get myself killed doing this. I pulled out a shortcut that could help me locate where the housings could be, I have to understand why he did what he did.
So, I began to look around to find such a house that looked like he could own it. I walked by so many houses hoping that he could walk out of one of them. I began to lose hope that I'd ever see him, then suddenly I heard thuds, and it sounded like a couple was getting physical and it was coming from a car that looked broken down with a happy noodle boy antenna.
Oh, it's just coming from there, as i turned around i heard the door kicked open from the car and a couple of grunts. I took a glance, and it seemed like the person was carrying the person into a rundown - house or shed.
I quickly hid behind a trash can and observed, I began to slowly scoot backwards and made it out of this person's viewpoint and began walking back to my apartment. He really doesn't want to be found, does he? I placed my hood on, and tears streamed down my face.
Why? Why did he leave just like that? I used my sleeves to wipe my tears. "What am I even doing?" I mumbled.
I turned a turn, and I heard approaching footsteps, as I turned to see who it was, I was quickly muffled with a wet rag, and I was soon pinned to the point I couldn't break -free and became simply weak and everything faded into a black void.
I awoke from pins and needles on my hands, I began to slowly open my eyes and look around my surroundings and see that I was in a shed or a rundown house. The smell of metallic stench the house, as I observed the room it seemed like someone was living in this abandoned house.
"Hello?" my voice echoed throughout the house, then suddenly someone walked in with a tall dark figure, i couldn't make out the face nor any part of him.
Whomever leaned in closer to me and cupped my face with their black rubber sleeve gloves, then traced my jaw with a knife and stopped as they stood up once again and left the room.
I looked to my left to see where the smell mostly came from, it was a wall with paintings? Or attempted to paint the wall? With whatever light that beamed through under the door, I can only see so much.
I attempted to try to break the zip tie that limited my movements, but I was able to slip one hand through, then I quickly got up and looked around to see for any exits and I was able to find something to defend myself with despite my injuries.
I heard the flick of a light switch and turned to see it was Johnny with a bucket of what seemed like blood-like color paint, and I saw the wall I assume he was trying to paint.
He quickly pinned me against the wall and pulled out one of his knives as he got himself ready to stab me and he yanked my face to face away so he could get a clean cut on my neck, and he pulled back the hood i had on and he loosen his grip and stumble back as if he was terrified of me.
"Y/n?! W-what are you doing here?!" he stuttered in horror, i quickly pointed the half-broken glass at him as i scooted myself against the wall slowly to the exit. "Y-you brought me here! What are you doing?" i shouted, he got up and slowly approached me.
"I never wanted you here y/n."
(woah hey there, sorry for the long wait)
