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TW this is gonna be one of the most depressing ones. Hence being one I made in the car on the road to Ottawa 😘

Wednesday pov:

I knew I was having a dream, so it's lucid. Wait? Is it a dream or a nightmare? I want to know if I can control this as a nightmare or a dream. I love nightmares, dreams too but not as much

In the dream

"Ajax I need you" Enid says.

"Then come get me" Ajax says seductively 

They made out for a long time making Wednesday watch invisibly. She was so mad. She had lost complete control of herself in shock, anger, sadness, regret that she couldn't move at all. She went to bed earlier that night without using the bathroom, I think you know where this is going

End of dream

I wake up feeling weird. In front of me is Enid, staring at me. What did I do? I look down and see my bed is soaked in water. Did I use the bathroom in my sleep? I'm not like that. I would never have an accident

"Fuck me!" I scream at myself

"No, no it's okay wens" she assures me

"I'm so fucking stupid!" I yell once again

"It's okay, happens to the best of us wens" she walks over to me

"I'm not the best, Enid. Don't say I am. Do you see this? That's definitely not the best" I say

"It's alright wens, you go get changed and I'll change the sheets" she says smiling at me (not to be rude or mean like, friendly)

I get up and get changed when I'm done I go to my bed and pull my legs to my chest and place my head in my hands, I know I'm going to cry from such a stupid reason. Just then Enid walks in

"Hey hey it's alright Wednesday" she says coming up to me and rubs my back sitting beside me. I feel horrible, but also at peace at the same time. I want to falls into her lap and cry forever

I do just that. Fall into her lap and cry

"It's alright, it's gonna be okay"

Enid pov:

As I sit there rubbing Wednesday back I realize that this is her, the real her. She's been holding this all in for who knows long. She lays there crying and screaming in pain. The screaming is what hurt more. This is why she doesn't show her emotions? Cause she'd be like this? I feel so bad for her. I just wanna know who did what to make her feel this way, I need to tell Yoko, but first help her. She screams one last time with her hand muffling it like the others. I hear the last screams and then sobs leave her mouth only afterwards. I felt her body get less tense and felt her chest rise up and down slowly, she's definitely tired after all that. I don't know why I didn't expect her to be in pain, I mean not in a rude way but look at her, she looks sad 24/7. It makes me happy to see her being able to have a breakdown near me and allow herself to be vulnerable and comforted, but at the same time she shouldn't have to deal with this at all

I slowly put her in bed and tucked her in and left to Yoko's

*knock knock knock*

"Uhm, I need to talk" I say sighing

"About what?" She says confused

"About Wednesday" I say in a low voice

"Uh alright I guess come in"

She closed the door behind me and I lay down on her bed and sighed as she sat next to me

"Come on, spill" she said jokingly 

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