To Die Happy (Tmnt Donatello Fanfic)

Q&A II

Questions For Michelangelo -

Mikey_is_chica - Does Mikey play five nights at freddys?

-Yeah of course I do bro! Don hates it when I take his laptop to play it and says it's stupid, but hey, it's just because he can't get past night three!

Questions For Donatello-

Kittykatlover2134- Since April is gone do u think that you will ever get over her lost and find someone else?

Right now I honestly can't even think about love. Everything seems like it's going downhill, and Shredder could end up killing me at any moment. I know that it does get better, but I'm finding it too hard to cope.

I just wish April was here now. Although Karai bullied me in her form I can't stop thinking about how April and I could have had a real relationship. Maybe I will find someone to love before I die, (if I don't get killed in Shredder's captivity) but if it comes to it, I'd be willing to hold out for April and be with her when I pass on.

I hope someday I will accept her death, but right now it's just too early to get over it.

Questions For The Author-

Kittykatlover2134- What inspired you to write this book the way it is?

My real motivation to write this story was the fact that Donatello centered fan fics are almost rare to come by. Of course there is Donnie fics out there but they are mostly boyfriend scenarios or DonniexOc or something along those lines, which are nice but I prefer the dark themes and the angst/hurt genre.

This story is so plot twisting all because the chapters were made up as they went along and the whole story wasn't half planned out. I was sure of one thing though, Donnie was gonna get captured by Shredder. When it came to writing that scene, I had serious doubts and was gonna change it but in the end I did.

(Hope you don't mind my rambling lol)
My first ever story on wattpad was a Harry Potter fanfic that I had little to no faith on but was really shocked at the lovely comments I got. I thought if I could get votes on my crudely written HP fic, then a tmnt fic might just work out.

The idea for this story magically made its way in to my brain while watching the 2012 series of Tmnt where April is kissing Donnie but she seems like she's rejecting him in a away. It got me thinking, what if April didn't really like him at all? Not even friends or despised my favorite turtle. The idea of bullying lingered in my mind, and I knew there was no one that could hurt Donnie more emotionally than April. So ta-da! The idea of Dying To Be Happy was born!

Being the horrible person I am, I always planned a character death in Dying To Be Happy. You guys should all be really happy it wasn't Mikey because I really did consider it. In fact I considered killing off Mikey AND Leo, but instead I basically killed them both off in 'Forced To Move On'. At one point I had my heart set on killing Hannah and Celyn off because of how undeveloped they were so what better way than to just kill them off right? I'm still deciding about that one to be honest.

At one point I thought I was gonna make Donnie an only child and have complete devastation by killing Leo, Raph and Mikey off as well as Hannah and Celyn. Yep I was so close to giving everyone complete and utter feels depression.

Heck guys I almost killed Don a couple of times! Basically every character in this story was going to be killed off at one point but I decided against it.

I really just twisted the heck out of this book, and reading fanfictions inspired me to my write my own. I found I wanted them way more dark and depressed, which is what I'm working on in different books :)

Mcglin895 - Is anyone else dying?

-I cannot reveal that classified information, but be prepared for awful feels. I do not confirm any deaths but I do know is these chapters are going to hit the feels hard.

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Thank you everyone for the questions, and for the continued support of this story. I will finish it and now that summer is only a week away I will be able to get it done.

Prepare for a hard hitting ending because a chapter draft I wrote threatened to make me cry. I never cry at my own story drafts (Except in my other tmnt fanfic, I did once)

I will reveal a death if you guys really want, (private message me) and if you do please don't spoil it for anyone :) I'm thinking about doing a small writing contest, do comment if you guys would like that! ^-^

I LOVE you guys SO much! Please don't ever forget that! <3 thank you sososososo much for every vote, comment and follow, I appreciate it more than words can describe!

Thank you again!

Till' Next Time!

-Aoifetello xxx