Written thoughts

Dear Father

Dear Father
This note is for you
To make you realize
All the things you do

You aren't there
When I need you to be
You left me to fight a war
In the middle of a sea

A sea of danger
A sea of fear
A sea so violent
I don't know when the end is near

You found out I cut
And instead of seeing if I'm fine
You just said you didn't understand
Me wanting to die

You have two children
You have to support
But when it comes to money
You always abort

I like to read Shakespeare
And He taught me a few
Like There is a conflict between Power and desire
That is very huge

You desire us to be happy
But you have the power to do more
So you say I love you
And then leave and lock the door

It's like you get me excited
And buy me food
But then you take it away
Because you are in a mood

When you get angry
You scream and yell
Then our broken house
Becomes a new hell

Sometimes you're drunk
Sometimes you're not
Sometimes you're mad
Sometimes you're high on pot

You tell me you love me
And that you'll shout it to the world
But father dear didn't you know
Actions speak louder then words

Now that I've said what I wanted
Good bye father
Sincerely your stressed
Depressed daughter