Written thoughts

To Him When The Time Comes

To the kid that I love
Here's a note for you to read
For when the time comes
And I have no more blood to bleed

I've liked you now
For a few years
You gave me mixed emotions
From smiles to tears

You have always been there
When I would cry
And kept me safe
Every time I wished to die

Every night at 11:11
I wished the same thing
Hoping that we would grow old
And I'd have your ring

I know I seem crazy
For writing this letter
But writing how I feel
Makes me feel better

I know how you feel
It's not the same I do
But as you already know
I really like you

What I think I'm trying to say
Is I'd like to give you lots of thanks
Because you made my life
Colorful instead of blank

You know how to make me smile
When I don't think it's possible
And help me think sometimes
That I am unstoppable

Although I know
You have problems of your own
You help me face mine
And all your help shows

If you are reading this
Than I am not here
But I want you to know
That I am always near

So for the last time
Thank you so much
For out of all the people
You being the person I loved