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POV:Jayda
Location:von house

I woke up and instantly grabbed my head being faced with a bad headache making me wince

I looked around the room and immediately realized I was with von

I got off the bed no longer caring that my head was hurting and started putting my shoes on and
Just to my luck he came in and I instantly rolled my eyes

I grabbed my phone and started walking towards the door but he blocked it

"Von get out the way" I told him as calm as I could I can't even stand being in the same room as him

"Jayda we gotta talk" he told me while trying to turn my head to make me look at him

"I'm trying to stay calm get out my way Dayvon" I told him one last time before I started getting hype and he still didn't move

"Von get from in front of the door" I yelled at him while trying to pull him always and he wasn't budging

"Jayda chill out" he yelled while trying to stay against the door making me even madder

I swung on him missing and he jacked me up making me fall on the bed

"Get off of me " I yelled while hitting him and he tried his best to block them

"Jayda stop before I put my hands on you"he yelled while pinning my hands to the bed while looking me in my face

My chest was heaving up and down and before I knew it I was crying

"Just leave me alone I can't even stand to look at you please leave me alone" I cried out to him while trying to get up but he still held me down

"Jayda I'm sorry " he said while starting to tear up and I felt myself getting mad again

"You told me loosing my babies was my fault what you mean" I yelled to him managing to get a hand free to push him

He started to speak but I cut him off

"Shut up you knew how bad that affected me, how you think that made me feel huh I had to carry them I -" I started to tell but I stopped talking feeling my breathing pick up

"Stop cutting me off you said the same thing to me you not the victim " he yelled while getting off of me

"You turned to drugs and started distancing yourself from me how you think that made me feel I got feelings too" he yelled while walking back up to me and I scooted back against the bed

"I lost my sister and my girlfriend turned to drugs right in front of my eyes and I couldn't do nothing about it, all I ever did was try and make sure you was good not once did you ask me how I was feeling, none of y'all cared about me" he yelled out while breaking down

"You left me by myself and you walking  around here like I did something to you I didn't do nothing we both lost our babies, we both were grieving, the only difference is I tried to be there for you and you completely disregarded me like I was nothing and stop putting your hands on me cause if I got you back I promise you not leaving here alive, you wanna leave the door open go but I promise you never gonna hear from me again " he finished talking and moved away from me to open the door and lent against the wall and we just sat there in silence

I sat up and closed the door before grabbing his hand while he glared at me

I just embraced him and he wrapped his arms around me while breaking down

"I'm sorry for leaving you, I'm sorry for what I said to you and I'm sorry for any pain that I caused you, I'm sorry I disregarded your feelings, I'm sorry for putting my hands on you , Dayvon I'm so sorry" I told him while crying and he hugged me tight

" I wish I could go back and changed how I handled everything but I can't I'm sorry for everything I did to you I love you " I finished and I tried wiping my tears but they just kept falling

"I'm sorry for telling you it was your fault and for anything I ever did I was just hurt " he told me and I wiped his tears while hugging him again

"How do we move forward " I asked him and he was silent

" we gotta get some help but can you stay with me" he asked me and I could tell he was nervous about what my reaction was showing to be like

"Yes "I told him while rocking side to side































"I promise I'm not going nowhere "

























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