A/N~ idk what paint brush x testtube s ship name is so like uhhh yeahhhhh
Im in sm pain.
This is how I cope (I'm not okay)
-Trigger warnings-
Crying
Shaking
Suicide ideation???idk
Idk
(Woooo two things in one dayyyyy/night)
I lowkey think I'm dying
Idk this is so short but okay
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~Testtube pov~
I walk until I meet the cliff, my favorite place to star gaze. It's probably... What 11pm? 11:10 to be exact. I feel the nice cool autumn air, this feels, nice. Something I haven't felt in a while.
I sit on the edge of the cliff, my dark thoughts coming back to me, they get louder and louder and lo-
"Hey testtube.?" I hear someone say from behind me. I wipe my tears.
"Hey paint brush! Didn't know you liked to star gaze too," I point to the moon, "look it's a super
blue moon, isn't it nice?" I smile warmly at them, they sit next to me, I brush off the dark thoughts creeping up. They hold my hand. I feel my face become warm and tears start to form. I cant, I cant not in front of them.
"Hey you know if something is bothering you, you can always tell me." They say, looking at me warmly.
I shake I feel the tears. No I have to be strong.
They take my hands and hold them, my heart starts to race.
"It's okay, you don't have to tell me." They bring me into a hug, it's warm. I feel better. The whole world around me is crashing down but at least it's with them, im not alone. I cry I sob, they hold me, they understand.
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Inanimate insanity Angst+fluff shots and stuff
Fanfictionno more updates SORRY Tws will be added for each chapter (i don't own any ii characters don't sue me) I actually don't even remember writing any of this erm
