HARD 2 FACE REALITY
by
JUSTIN BEIBER
'Sometimes its hard to face reality'
———"Your fucking kidding right?" Bill says shockingly.
"I wish I was" Gustav replies. While the boys were talking I stayed stuck in place not knowing what to say or do.
Camille was my ex-girlfriend aka Gustavs cousin. She was definitely the longest relationship ive had seeing as we dated for about a year until she had to move to Berlin for her dads new job so we broke up. I was deeply in love with her, we never had a serious reason for breaking up she just had to move. Oh god what the fuck am I saying right now? I dont want her. I want Mari....right?
"What did she say?" Bill asks.
"She's coming back to town" Gustav replies as I practically choke on my spit.
"What!?" I slightly shouted. The boys look at me weird before turning back to Gustav.
"Well shes on summer vacay right now and her parents thought it would be a good idea to have her spend some time here in Germany." He says.
I was speechless at what I was hearing right now. And maybe I was getting a little deja vu but who needs to know that.
"So when's she getting here?" I ask trying to hide all the emotions I was currently feeling.
"Tomorrow" He replies as me and the boys share the same expression of confusion.
"You know how her parents are with late news" He continues with a guilty look. He wasn't wrong, her parents were awful with delivering news; they didn't tell us they were moving until 2 days before.
I know she's my first love and all but nothing will compare to the love I have for Mari. Nothing will change.
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"Mar..."
"Marrrrrr"
"¡MARI LEVANTA EL CULO!"
[MARI GET YOUR ASS UP!] Lexi screamed in my ear waking me up immediately."Jesus fuck Lexi what!" I groaned annoyed into my seat.
"We're here, look !" I flicked up my window shade to see we had landed in the amazing city of Vegas! I was so tired I had slept through the whole plane ride, I did feel guilty about what I did earlier to Tom so I was hoping to call him back later to tell him everything. And by 'everything' I mean about my overthinking, I'm not used to these couple things or whatever we are so my vulnerability took over.
"You ready?" Zylie stood from the seat behind me patting my shoulders. I nodded in excitement before sliding my shades and sweater on, the weather here was quite chilly and the paparazzis here were 10x crazier than any other so we had to be prepared.
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As soon as we stepped out the airport we were hit with the wild breeze of Los Vegas.
"Mmmmm love the smell here" Lexs says with her eyes shut.
"Ahhh yes! The smell of pollution and hotdogs, so aesthetic!" Tesa mocks her. We all chuckle before waiting for our tour bus to arrive. I couldn't wait to finally head to the hotel and freshen up, and also most importantly....
I couldn't wait to hear his voice again.
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"Tom?" I heard my door open. I look up to see Bill standing by the entrance with a look of worry on his face.
"Can we talk?" He asks as I sit up and throw my phone to the side. I nod in agreement before patting my bed signaling for him to sit.
"It's about Mari" The mention of her name made my heart start fluttering, but by the look on his face I couldn't tell if it was a good talk or a bad talk.
"What's wrong?" I ask trying to keep my cool.
"Tom, Camille's coming back" Bill tilts his head down a bit still keeping eye contact.
"Yeah I know, so what?" I reply confused.
"Tom...Camille's your first love" He continues as I nod in confusion still not getting what he's trying to say.
"Maris your current love...how exactly do you think this is gonna end." He blurts out. For a second I start to think about it from a different perspective, it didn't look or sound good at all.
"...what are you getting at?" I reply. I knew what he meant but apart of me still wanted him to say it as I needed confirmation from the one person who understood me in ways I didn't even understand myself.
"You and me both know a small part of you isnt over Camille." He says.
"And a huge part of you is yearning for Mari." He continues. The more he talked the more I was understanding where he was getting at and I didn't like it at all.
Please don't say it.
"Tom..."
Bill no.
"At one point your gonna have to choose between one of them"
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