𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 - 𝐭.𝐤

missing you

Mari woke up feeling a harsh thunder of pain hit her head.

"Shit" She winced. She got out of bed and made her way downstairs. She was never a morning person but today was much more worse than the others.

"Morning princess" Tesa spoke.

"Fuck off" She says making them giggle.

"Anyone see the ty-" Before she could finish, Zylie hands her 2 tylenols and an orange juice. She thanks her with a smile. Zylie was always the 'mom' of the group so this wasnt anything new.

"Party too hard?" Lexi chuckles.

"Im never listening to you bitches again" Mari gathers her hair into a ponytail.

"Dont even lie, you know you had fun" Lexi
says.

"I was drunk!"

"Drunk and having fun" Lexi smiles. Mari rolls her eyes and plops onto the chair.

"So whats the plan for today?" Tesa speaks.

They all look at eachother cluelessly. They didnt have any practices today or rehearsals, so they had a day off to do whatever they pleased.

"Mall?" Zylie suggested.

"Im down" Lexi nods. Tesa shrugs in agreement. They all look at Mari as her head was faced down in her arms.

"Shes down too!" Lexi smiles.

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"Wake up!" Tom heard Bill squeal. He placed the pillow over his head tiredly hoping Bill would quiet down.

"Dammit Bill Shut up!" He yells. A few seconds went by and utter silence filled the room. Tom smiles to himself proudly before getting comfortable again.

"Get up!" He felt the bed sink as Bill jumped on him.

"Ow Fuck!" He whined with pain. He got up quickly as he dreads fell down his face.

"I told you get up" Bill shrugged.

"Get packing now" Was all he said before getting off the bed.

"Bill" Tom calls out. Bill turns to him with an innocent smile waiting for him to finish.

"You cant just tell me to pack with no context, what the fuck" He complained.

"Just pack a few clothes, jesus why are you so stubborn" He rolls his eyes. "Im not packing until you tell me why"

"Do you wanna see Mari or not?" Tom's eyes lightened quickly.

"What?" He says softly.

"Ill explain everything later just pack!" Bill says before stomping out the room. Tom looked around his room completely spaced out. He quickly jumps out of bed and begins packing. He honestly didnt care for an explanation to be given...all he needed to hear was Maris name and he was hooked.

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Lexi dragged Mari through the mall the whole few hours and she walked tiredly. Mari wasnt in the mood to do anything and the girls knew that. She was hungover and heartbroken.

"What about this one?" Lexi asks Mari as she held up a crop top.

"Cute" Mari replied uninterested.

"Mari youre not even looking" Lexi pulled the hanger down.

Mari faced her gaze back to Lexi who had a frown. "—Sorry Lex...im just not in the mood right now"

Lexi sighs. "It's alright, i remember my first hangover" She places her arm over Mari making them chuckle.

Mari turned her gaze back to where it was before. The hat store. She stared at the gray hat that stood on display, the same one Tom wore the first night she met him. The first night her eyes met his brown eyes. Her heart fluttered and sunk at the past memories. She knew it was wrong of her to dwell into this pit of love again but she couldnt help it. She was a hopeless romantic.

"You guys done?" Tesa asks as they met up again.

"You mean is she done?" Mari points to Lexi.

Lexi rolls her eyes. "yes im done, we can go now"

They begin walking back to their car as Maris frown remained on her face.

"You didnt get anything?" Zylie speaks up noticing her friends saddened face.

"hm?- oh no...didnt need anything" She replies. Zylie nods. Mari notices Zylie start to slightly smirk.

"What are you smirking at?" Mari lifts her brow.

"nothing" She shrugs before walking quickly to the others. Mari knew that look and she knew it wasnt nothing. Zylie was a terrible liar which made it even more noticeable. With all the questions she had, Mari was to tired and numb to budge more so she let it go.

'guess i'll just have to wait and see' She thought to herself.

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Tom sat in his seat staring out the airplane window letting all his thoughts roam free. He didnt know whether to feel happy or nervous. Hell he felt both. Oh how much he missed her laugh, her smile, her words...her.

He regretted letting Camille get to his head and he regretted not acknowledging Maris feelings in all of this. It pained him to think about how all of this probably drove Mari mad. He cursed himself for being so blind to not see it.

What he did know was that he was gonna change. He didnt need to...he wanted to.

For her.

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