my night

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                     Escapism by RAYE        "i don't wanna feel like i felt last night"-

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Escapism by RAYE
"i don't wanna feel like i felt last night"
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I stared in the mirror admiring myself, i wore a black two piece that matched with a pair of my high black boots that were on top of my fishnet leggings. My makeup was smokier and darker than usual and my hair was clipped into a half up, half down with 2 pieces out in the front. I wasn't gonna lie, this was the sluttiest outfit i've ever worn.

i love it.

I wasn't the best with doing makeup, hence why i only ever had a makeup artist for our concerts, so Lex took the chance to uphold her talent and glam me up.

"And....done." Lex said placing the cap on the lip liner. She motioned for me to dab my lips together to blend the liner nicely.

"You look beautiful Mar" She held my shoulders calmly, i didn't even realize i was fidgeting with my fingers.

"God i don't know why i'm nervous right now" I looked down chuckling.

"Hey hey, we're not doing this Mari" Lexi turned me to face her.

"what?" I asked confusingly.

"I can tell your hesitating" She says.

"Bu"

"But- But nothing Mari! You deserve so much more than what Tom's giving you. For tonight, No more tokio hotel, No more chameleon" She says as we both chuckle.

"And no more Tom" She adds on. Hearing his name made me shiver, after seeing the articles with him and Camille i didnt bother texting him or calling him. I refuse to keep talking to him about this, it's like he's listening but not listening.

"Okay" I sighed.

"I'll meet you downstairs alright, No te tomes mucho tiempo, ¡ya quiero ponerme mis bebidas!"
[Dont take too long, i wanna get my drinks on!"] Lex says before leaving the room. I chuckled at her exit before staring at the mirror again, Lexi is right. I don't deserve this at all.

I went on my phone and placed Tom on mute along with the other members. I was not about to let him ruin tonight for me, tonight's my night.

He can share his with Camille for all i care.

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