It's a moonless night
Cold and scary.
Time moves slow
I'm tired and weak
You told me to run to You
You'll give me solace
You said come and find You
And You'll be there.
I searched You in this darkness
I screamed Your Name
over and over
You never responded nor showed Yourself.
The doubts clouded my mind,
Are You there?
Are You real?
But why can't I find You?
It's hopeless. I'm hopeless
I closed my eyes
Only to see
a dream-like haze
The moments You saved me from accidents.
The wishes and dreams You gave me.
The countless miracles You showed me.
And I took it all for granted.
You are there all along.
Always with me
And I could not thank You enough.