New Beginning Bucky Barnes

Chapter Two

'It's been two weeks since your kiss with Bucky and your lunch with Nat. Everyone has been busy, and so have you. Then you heard a knock at the door." The door open you can come here. "Bucky walks in." Bucky - Hey, did you fix my coms? Oh yeah, I did. "You handed it to him and your guys' hand touch and locked eyes." Thank you for the other night for helping me. Bucky - you're welcome. "he closed your door and turned back at you." So, I talked to Nat the other day, and she told me you told her about the kiss. "You sit there, and you feel your heart racing." I'm sorry I didn't mean to. It just came out, and it was so easy to talk to her. She told me to talk to you, but I wasn't sure you if regret kissing me by how you left that night, and this is the first time we have talked since then. "he is sitting there listening to you. He had never felt like this before. All he wanted to do was calm you down and put your mind too easy, but he didn't know how to do that." Bucky, I understand if you don't want anything to do with me, I get it, but I would like to be friends. Do you want to be friends with me? Yes, definitely. So, can we be friends? "he smiles at you with that goofy smile of his." Yes, we can. What do friends do? "You sit there, start laughing, and you notice on his smile that goes away." You were serious about that, weren't. Bucky - Yeah, it's been a long time since I had a friend. You know about my past. "Sit there, confused." You're past? You don't know about my past. No, I don't know anyone past here. "You can tell he looks scared. I put my hand on his." You tell me about your past when you're ready. There is no judgment. Bucky - thank you. "He smiles softly. You notice how he doesn't really smile, but when he does, it's amazing." So we're friends? Bucky - Yeah, we are, but I got to go. I'll see you later. "He leaves, and you finish up working on upgrades for Sam. Came downstairs and saw a girl standing in the kitchen, and then you saw her throw her arms around Buckys neck, and your heart dropped, and then someone came up behind you. You scream, and everyone turns looks at you." Sam - hey, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. Tony said, "You want to see me." Oh yeah, here are the upgrades you were asking for. Sam - thanks. Hey, have you met my sister Sarah. "That's girl who just hugged Bucky." Oh, Hi Sarah, nice to meet you. "You turned to go back upstairs, but someone stopped you." Sam- hey, we're going to have dinner. Would you like to join? "Look over at Bucky and Sarah, how close they were and talking." Um... thanks, but I'm actually not hungry, and I'm super busy anyway. "You went back upstairs, and you weren't busy. You had everything done. You just didn't want to be down there with them." Tony - Hey Y/N, do you have a minute? Oh yeah, come in. Tony , I wanted to let you know that we have two Asgard gods will be coming in for while Thor god of thunder and his brother Loki, the God of mischief. Just be careful with being around Loki. Why is that? Tony - he's not trustworthy. Oh, okay. Thank you. Tony - have a good night. You too.

"You head out of lab to go to bed, and you run into Bucky." Oh, I'm sorry I didn't see you there. Bucky - is everything okay? Earlier, you seemed upset. Oh, it was just because Sam scared me is all. You and Sarah seem pretty close. Bucky - oh yeah. She and Sam have been there for me, and she's great. "You try to hide the sadness in your eyes, but it was kind easy because Bucky didn't know what to look for." Oh, that's good, but I'm going to head to bed. I'll see you tomorrow. "He stands there confused then went back downstairs."

Sarah - What's up, Bucky?

Bucky - umm, I don't know. Y/N seems weird tonight. I don't know it might be nothing.

Nat whispers - she's probably jealous of how you and Sarah were.

Bucky - What did you say, Nat? "As he rolls his eyes."

Nat - she's probably jealous of how you were with Sarah earlier.

Sarah - she did look sad, but I didn't think anything of it. Bucky, are you two together or something?

Bucky - What? No. We're just friends. Why would she be jealous?

Sam - She probably likes you, but she is pretty close off to all of us through.

Nat - oh, she definitely does.

Sarah - Did she tell you?

Nat - No, but how she talked about him, you can see it in her eyes.

Tony - Hey, I just wanted to let you guys know that Thor and Loki will be staying with us for a while. Please just make sure Y/N is never alone with Loki. I don't trust him. "They all agreed then went to bed."

"Next morning: you come downstairs and were making coffee, then you heard voice behind you, and you jumped." Oh my, you scared me. "Look at him and his funny looking clothes." Are you Loki? Loki - Yes, I am, and who are you mortal? I'm Y/N Y/L/N it's nice to meet you. "You can't figure out why Tony warned you about him. His eyes seem like he's been hurt in the past." Thor - Hello tiny human, I am Thor, the God of Thunder, and this is my brother Loki, the God of mischief. Well, it's nice to meet both of you. Everyone should be getting up soon. I made coffee if you like some. I'm heading up to my lab. It's the second door on your right when you go upstairs. "You gave them a smile and went on your way." Thor - Loki, please behave while we are here. Loki - I will. Trust me, I don't want to stay here for any longer than I have, too. "Loki watches you go upstairs. He doesn't understand how you were so nice and polite to him."

"Little while later, everyone was up and downstairs having breakfast."
Nat - we should wake Y/N up for breakfast.

Loki - She's already up and in her lab.
"They all looked at Loki and were confused."

Tony - She already met you guys? Together?

Thor - oh yeah, she made very delicious coffee.

"Right then and there, you came downstairs to get coffee. You had your earphones on and were singing. You completely forgot everyone was here. While singing, you felt tears coming down your face."

Kyle Hume Fine
"Woke up with a headache
And some neck pain
Cup of coffee need the caffeine
Oh I don't know the last time
I wasn't tired
Check out in the fast lane
The lady asked if I've been
Having me a nice day
I said that I'm fine
Guess that I'm a liar
cuz
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright
Do you wonder how it'd feel to
Let somebody in to finally see the real you?
Me too
I hide behind a mask
But it's getting pretty see through
Cuz I'm so tired of trying to pretend like
I can do it on my own
When in the end I'm
Sick and tired of feeling alone
I wish there was a way that
you could read my mind
When I say I'm fine because
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright
Maybe I should tell someone I'm not
Oh tell someone I'm not alright
Cuz lately I'm saying I'm fine
And I know I'm lying cuz
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright"

"You turned around after the song was over, and you saw everything standing there, and they saw you crying. You were so embarrassed on what just happened that you ran upstairs. Little while later, you heard knock at your door."

Nat - Hey, are you okay? Yeah, I'm fine. I'm sorry about earlier. That song always gets me. Nat - it's okay. Everyone is just worried, is all. You lock yourself up here and shut out the world. "You can feel the tears coming." Sometimes, that's just easier for me to do. If I don't let people in, then there is less likely I won't get hurt and won't hurt anyone else either. "Nat gives you hug." You don't need to let everyone in but just someone who you can talk to. "Smile at her." Thank you.

"Little while later you go downstairs and you see someone. So you want to take Nat's advice and walk up to them." Hey, do you want to talk?

Loki - Sure, pet, come sit down...