Abusive Husband [On Hold]

12.

A/n POV:-

You woke up at the abrupt car break. Looking around you saw you were in front of an apartment. It wasn't so big and beautiful but it had this calming aura. You loved the peaceful environment, away from city pollution and loud noices. Growing up in this city you never knew there was such a place in Seoul. You came out of the car and closed your eyes as you spread your arms wide open, inhaling the fresh air. A small smile automatically crept on your face. Taehyung followed suit and stood beside you, carrying your luggage in his hands.
"You like it?" he asked. "Is that even a question? I love it!!" you replied and you faced him. He was smiling. That adorable smile you were always so fond of. You remembered how you always used to say that you would do anything to see that smile of his.
"Aww... your smile is still so adorable" you cooed bopping his nose.
"Huhh!! You forgot how girls were crazy over my smile?" He scoffed. "You haven't changed a bit. Still so full of yourself " you rolled your eyes but smiled nonetheless. He is cute. He is seriously a mood maker. You both started walking towards the apartment. "Just say you are jealous" he teased. "Jealous? Of you? Okay but mister who gave you the wrong idea and why would I be jealous of you?" You asked as you halted on your tracks looking at him, hands on your hips as you rose your eyebrow. "Yes. Yes. Myself. Because you got no boys back then" he replied to all the questions, stucking out his tongue at last.
"You little pig" you gasped as you chased him. "Catch me if you can" he made a face and started running around the car. Not more than 4 rounds after you halted, hands on your knees as you grasped for air. "Y/n are you alright?" Taehyung asked, concern laced in his voice as he came towards you. "Gotcha!!" you shouted as you got a tight hold of his hand. "This- this is cheating" he exclaimed, shocked at your acting. You showed your tongue to tease him but soon both broke out into laughters.
Entering the apartment you gasped at the view. "Tae thisss iss hugee for just one person!!!" you exclaimed looking at the big ass rooms. "Who said you'll live alone?" He replied. "Stop flirting" you said as you rolled your eyes, slapping his arm slightly. "What! I didn't even say anything. You dirty minded person" he side eyed. You just rolled your eyes.

Okay I guess this is why everyone needs a bestfriend in their life. They are the only ones who knows how to change the mood. They are the only ones who can change the mood. The person with whom you can share anything and you know they won't judge you. They are the ones who give the truest advices of your life. Grateful to have one in my life.

Checking all the rooms, you plopped yourself onto the sofa, tired from all the journey and chasing and all. Tae also sat beside you, exhaling a deep amount of air and closing his eyes. You also did the same. "Uncle said he will send your luggage here. It will be here anytime soon" he said after a few minutes but still didn't open his eyes. You just hummed in reply. "Are you okay no-" he continued but it was inaudible as you were lost in your thoughts. Lost in the thoughts of your baby. Lost in the thoughts of how it would have felt to hold your own flesh and blood in your hands. How it would have felt to touch him, to hear him, to hear cries, laughters, giggles. How it would have felt to feed him, to feel his first touch on you. How he would have held your finger, take his first step, run to you and hug you, give sloppy kisses all over your face. How you three would have been happy just like an ideal family if only.... if only he wasn't like this. If only he cared. If only he loved you. If only he knew everything.

Without knowing you teared up. The thoughts being too hard to just forget. But even more harder to just accept.

Noticing your lack of replies, Taehyung opened his eyes just to see you crying and trembling. "Oh my god Y/n are you okay" he slowly reached you, the playfulness in his voice suddenly replaced with worry. You didn't respond. All you did was sobbing out louder. Your chest tightens from all the unsaid words. You could hear him panic but couldn't open your eyes nor could you respond. Your every moment with Jimin till now kept flashing back in front of your eyes as if a movie.

But suddenly everything disappeared as you opened your eyes from a sudden  jerk. Grasping for air you didn't knew you weren't inhaling for so long. Your mind couldn't comprehend anything. It was fogged from all the thoughts. Looking around you saw Taehyung holding your shoulders with both hands, worry clearly written all over his face. Never have your body ever reacted so fast to push someone away. Pushing him with all the force you had, you curl yourself up going further into the corner of the sofa as if it would keep you safe from whatever danger was coming your way.

Taehyung was shocked at your reaction but he understood the situation. He knew he had to be with you through all the panic attacks you have. He had to make you feel safe around him. He had to make feel at home with him. "Y/n..." he started slowly, both of his hands in the air to show you he isn't going to hurt you, as he slowly tried to approach you.

"No- no don't come near me. Don't hurt me. Don't hurt my baby. Please Jimin please please I beg you. Please don'thurt me" you cried even harder. You didn't realize it was Taehyung. All you could see was Jimin and he was coming towards you to torture you more. You never knew the reason why he tortured you, just like now. You don't know what you did but the only thing you know is that he is going to hurt you.

"I- I won't hurt you Y/n. I won't, I promise. It's me Taehyung. I'm here. Don't be afraid. I'm here for you. No one will hurt you" he said as softly as he could, as if him being louder would make you deaf. He comforted as he took slow steady steps towards you.

It took you a moment to absorb your surrounding. That's when you noticed him. Taehyung. Slowly reaching upto you, he slowly touched one of your shoulders to confirm your state. His touch so soft that it felt like a rose petal.  You looked up to him locking gazes with each other. His eyes soft and so deep that you felt like drowning. New tears welding up in the corner of your eyes as they threatened to fall any moment. He reached down your level as he hugged you and rubbed soothing circles on your back while his other hand caressed your hair. "Shhh shhh don't cry. Don't cry. I'm here. I got you" he said soothingly. But you cried harder. He pull away from the hug and wiped away the tears with his thumbs.
"Please don't cry. It makes my heart ache. Please princess" he begged. All you did was look down at your lap.
"Please?" he again demanded as he tried to meet your eyes. This time you give him a nod, wiping away the snort with your sleeve. "Good girl" he smiled before pulling you into another hug.
Is it really inappropriate for a married woman to hug her bestfriend? Is it when he is all she have now? Even if it is, the hug is comfortable and that's all you need for now. No matter what the world thinks, you are also a human and you also need comfort. And he is your comfort zone.

You sneak your hands around him as you closed your eyes, inhaling his fresh woody aroma.

Yes!! This is comfortable.

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A/n: I don't know if this is up to the mark and if this is worth the long wait but I couldn't think of anything else. I'm confused and I need help to progress. It would be very nice of you if you kindly share your opinion. Your opinions are openly accepted.