An Unwritten Identity

Chapter 2

It was the next day, I had just woken up from an actual sleep, my hair was messy from the nap from earlier.  Apparently to Sora it looks like I had a "controlled seizure," whatever that means.  I don't understand why she thought I was sick though, I was just really hot, besides that the nap was... well your average nap honestly.  

Before I started to head to school I wanted to play some guitar more, get to know it better.  Completely forgetting about yesterday, I reach over to grab it but then realize "Oh yeah... math huh..."  It never really dawned on me how bad the situation would get, since I thought I had it all figure out, but I guess that wasn't the case.  I really should've seen it coming though, everyday my friends would warn me, Honestly, I always saw it as a future me problem is what I'd usually tell myself.  It caught up to me faster than I originally thought though, I sighed since well I could only do so much right now.  I got dressed, I would've skipped breakfast but Sora needed to talk with me about something.

"Hey Y/n!  Cmere!"
"Morning Sora!  What's up?"
"I wanted to ask you about something"  She shifts in her chair, clearly what she's about to say is something that isn't exactly easy to say.  I couldn't understand what she was trying to get at just from her expression.

"Do you remember yesterday at all?  Not me taking away your instruments but like... anything about yesterday?"

I look at her puzzled and think, I really only went to class and slept besides that it wasn't exactly an abnormal day to begin with.  What does she mean?  The more I try to think about yesterday the more nothing comes to my head, until a minute later when a picture of shattering die comes to the picture, I tried to ponder it more but the more I tried the more it disappeared.  What did that even have to do with it to begin with?  Whatever.

I look back at Sora and shake my head "No... I only just went to class and slept, besides the instruments and such."

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What... Did the world just have a glitch?  I'm... so confused... I stare at her, the world altered in a way, I couldn't see it but I could feel it.  Something isn't right, I'm not on like TV right?  No not even CGI could manage to do this so whats happening...? I don't understand...

"Dude wake up!"  My eyes shoot open, the day is now Friday, it's been days since I've held an instrument, it's felt like weeks have passed though, though that sounds like something an addict would say.  I've barley gotten any rest, all I've been doing is rushing to get my grades up, I really just wanna get back to my musical activity, not for my future but for me in general, music to me is like therapy.  That's usually what kept me going everyday, and without it, well now the world is kinda dull.

"Sorry, I've just been so tired... All this work I haven't done really did pile up I never noticed it... But after this class I should be at a C at least, turning in all my late work and test retakes..."
"Dude ever since then you've looked like a walking body, all your classes I have never seen you blink once, and that's me under exaggerating!  You never moved this entire class until you suddenly just fell asleep."

That was Jason, he's a good friend of mine ever since I started high school, though I'm only a first year so it's not like he's been my friend since I was 4.  He knows my habits pretty well, so that's why he's so concerned with me, I never really ever fall asleep in class.  I'm either getting told off by the teacher, talking with him, or writing in my music, other than that all class I've never done anything else.