An Unwritten Identity

Chapter 3

It was the next morning, all I could think about was last night and what Sora told me, I'd been cooped up in my room for how long and without noticing too. I couldn't exactly make anything out of the situation since it all felt like a blur, all I remember was Sora telling me what I had been saying and yet even that is still vague. Oh well, it doesn't matter right since, most say if you can't remember it, it must've been unimportant. I got up and got dressed, as well as picking up all the empty water bottles on the floor, putting them all in a bag for me to recycle later. After that I went down to the kitchen to discuss whatever Sora wanted last night, she was sipping a coffee and scrolling presumably through twitter.

"Morning Y/n, did you sleep well? I hope you did, since after what happened last week."
"Yea I slept fine, what was it that you wanted to talk about yesterday though? It sounded desperate."
"Can you blame me? I hadn't seen you in a week, I'm meant to be a guardian, I may as well have lost you at that point. I wanted to talk about, what exactly is going on at school that this is all happening, you were never like this until your math dropped, I understand you were sad without music, but if its to this point there must be something going on that you hadn't told me."

When she told me this even I couldn't give a reason on why this is all happening, it's like these past few days had just skipped, without any trace. No memory, no nothing it was as if there was a gap in time itself, but that's just a conspiracy theory, after all no human could ever do that. I wanted to give her a reason, but the more I thought about it, I couldn't make anything of the situation, all I did was stare at her.

"I.. really don't know these past few days have just happened? I guess they just... have been passing by huh?  I mean I don't exactly know what to say other than that, I... bad days?"
She sighs "Well I can't tell if your lying or not, but judging by your expression it seems you really don't know, I won't question you if you don't know anymore it's fine.  Well anyways, eat some breakfast before you do whatever you want today, its the weekend so your free pretty much all day, though I do have a favor to ask."
"What's that?"
"I need you to write a song for me, I need it something along the lines of... a world without order, so like C͟h͟a͟O͟s͟, you know?  I have the lyrics already wrote out so you don't need to worry about that, it should give you ideas."

The word C͟h͟a͟O͟s͟ resonated in my mind, of course it was the topic so I had to think about it but something about the word was unnerving about how she said it, like another voice took over her to say it.  But I shrugged it off, music music... 

"Yea, I can get that to you in a week, it's kind of out of your theme though don't you think?  Usually your this star that everybody looks up to, and no I'm not talking about that one psychopathic comet, she's a different case after all.  Your theme is usually, you know... like rewriting something about the stars, or a world with a set cheerful theme.  What made you want to write a song about this?"
"Well management said I should see what happens, thank you for reassuring me that I am a cheerful person but I figured I should try something new see how the fans react, I mean it can't be all that bad.  Thank you for writing the music for me though, take your time though it doesn't have to be by the end of this week.  I have to head to work now though, I have a 3D thing so I can't work from home today, so take care of yourself."

With that she grabbed her keys and purse and started to head out, of course not before hugging me goodbye and then leaving.  I heard her car leave the driveway, meaning I had a good amount of control at the house, of course I'm not the average teenager who goes on... sites to say the least... when they're parents aren't around.  You know what I'm talking about.  Honestly all I did was hang around the house, but sometimes, I've randomly just had a craving for cheese every now and then, maybe just I wanted to try something new.