The love of my life. (Ponyboy fanfic)

chapter 13

Chapter three teen

I woke up in the hospital. My mom and Katie next to me and the gang was there too. Every one was there but pony.

"She waking up!!" Katie said. Every got up and walked over to me.

"Where am I?" I asked and looked at every one.

"Your in the hospital Sarah." My mom said.

"How are you feeling?" Soda asked.

"Good my arm hurts." I answered. Two-bit laugh.

"Why are you laughing?" I asked.

"You cut yourself." Dally said.

"Really?!?" I said.

"Ya you did it after that fight!" Steve stated.

"What fight?"I asked but then I remember and I look scared.

"It's ok." Darry said.

"No it's not. It's all my fault. God I bet now he hates me!" I said crying.

"He doesn't hate you." Two-bit said.

"How do you know." I said coldly. I started to crying.

"He ran to the hospital with you in his arms." Two-bit said.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"His out in the hallway." Katie said.

"Can I talk to him alone?" I asked

"Ok." My mom said. They all left and Pony boy comes in.

"Thank god your ok!" He said walking over to me.

"Thank you for saving my life." I said.

"Ya well I was trying to return the favor." He said coldly.

"Sorry didn't mean to love you." I said coldly. He looked at me. I felt tear in my eyes.

"I so sorry Sarah. I don't want you to die. I love you to much." He said crying a little.

"If you love me so much than why are you so mean to me all the time. What did I ever do to you!!" I said and looked at him with disgust.

"I am only mean to you because of Cherry." he said almost yelling.

"Do you think you being mean to me is going to save me?" I said furious with him. He didn't look at me.

"Pony?!!" I said with anger.

"I don't know?!!" He said back meanly. He looked at me in the eye.

"You know something... I wish I never meet you!!" I said coldly. I saw hurt in his eyes.

"I wish you never save me!! I hate you, Sarah!!" He said then he looked at the tears slowly coming down my face.

"Pony... Get out... I don't want to see you ever again." I said coldly without looking at him. Then with out a word he left. I just cried I was alone so no one saw me. I felt like shit. I stopped crying and then the doctor came in. He told me what ever I needed to know and then I left. He let me go home. I now have to go therapist ones a week. I think that'll be good for me. I can just let it out ones a week.